Give Me Love

Tyler's head, has never been a happy place to be, between eating disorders, self harm issues, and an mental illness she is not aware of, she finds herself questioning why she is alive most of the time. When her career takes an unexpected turn throwing in friendships, lust, love and of course, struggles. Can Tyler pull through it? Will she be able to find what she needs to save her life?


11. I Just Want To Hold You


Warning, this are getting sexuaaal.


Tyler’s POV:


Don’t fan girl, just, don’t. Keep calm. It’s just someone you adore, who’s been through a lot of the same stuff you have.


The boys walked me over to Niall’s dressing room. And there she was just sitting on the couch, tapping away on her phone Niall sat beside her. Then she realized we were all there.


“Oh uh hi, sorry these things are addicting.” Demi laughed. pointing at her cell phone.


“No worries love. We just want you to meet Tyler, she’s Harry’s cousin.” Niall trailed off at the end. Demi raised her eyebrow almost if she really knew.


“Oh well hi, I’m Demi!” She stood up and came to hug me.


“Yeah I know, I’m Tyler.” I spoke trying not to freak out.


“At least she knew who you were.” Harry joked.


I shot him a look, the one like ‘what the fuck are you talking about, were suppose to be family.’ Harry quickly realized what he had done and tried to cover it up. “She didn’t know who Ed Sheeran was when we met him one night for tea.” Louis nudged Harry because he knew that was a terrible lie.


Considering Ed Sheeran is my favourite singer. I nodded in agreement.


“Well were going to go change before we all go out for dinner. You two can talk, just not in my dressing room.” Niall said and moved us over to a couch in the corner by a table of food.


“So Tyler, what’s it like being Harry Styles cousin?” Demi asked enthused.


“Wait wha- oh, uh, well it’s interesting.” Demi nodded at my statement. There was a moment of awkward silence before I spoke again.


“Well I’m sure Niall told you, or if not, I should just say this so it’s not awkward for the whole night.”


“Niall told me, don’t worry I won’t tell anyone, that’s crazy how they would make you lie like that though. I mean- nice tattoo! Twins!” Demi exclaimed smiling brightly.


“Yeah, we are a lot more alike then you’d think.” Demi though about what I said and raised her eyebrow. “You know you can talk to me, you seem really nice.” Demi smiled at me.

“I might have to take you up on that.” I joked. “But in the meanwhile..” I trailed off and pointed to the boys who were not making there way over to us. 


We stood up and joined them on the walk to the van.




“You did what?” Louis exclaimed at me in disbelief.


“Did you not here me the first time?” I question the 20 year old.


“Well it’s just you don’t strike me as that kind of person.” Zayn spoke up.


“Being the only 16 year old, with a bunch of 18 year olds. I have to stick up for myself. I told them defending my actions that took place 2 years ago.


“I could just never see you punching someone in the face, well multiple people, and I mean you tiny, how did you manage to break a nose or knock them out!” Louis cried out.  He seemed to be the most shocked that I had quiet the attitude when I was in high school.


“You were a bad ass.” Niall basically screamed!


“I did what I could.” I said all sarcastically and pretended to brush dust off of my shoulder.


“Harry! You’re turn.” Liam said laughing, he didn’t say much because he was to busy laughing.


“Hmm, well there isn’t much you don’t know about me, so I guess I’ll have to go with dare.”


The rest of us shot each other looks not quiet to sure what to dare Harry. Yes we were playing truth or dare at the dinner table. It was a different one though, so we could get to know each other.


Instead of truth, it was you had to say something about yourself that no one at the table knew. It really was fun and these boys are outrageous!


The waiter came with the check and Louis paid.


“I think we should carry this game on at the hotel.” Stated Niall looking at Demi.


“What are we five?” Zayn pointed out.


We all laughed and made out way out to the van joking around.


We got to the hotel and were all about to go to our room. When Niall insited we hang out for a little while longer before Demi left. We all went into Niall Liam and Zayn’s hotel room because it was the biggest.


Demi, Niall, and Zayn sat on the couch, while Louis, and Liam sat in the love seat. Leaving Harry and I awkwardly on the floor. We leaned again the T.V stand, and the coffee table was blocking the view of our bodys and all you could see were our heads.


Harry took that as an opportunity, he place his hand high up on the inside on my thigh and traced circles lightly on my skin with his thumb, it sent shivers up my spine.


“I’M GOING FIRST.” Louis stated. He looked straight at me and into my eyes.


“Tyler, truth or dare.”


“I thought we decided it was childish and we were done?” I said uneasy not wanting to be asked any more questions.


“Last round love.” Louis said smiling.


“Uh, truth?” I said more as a question then as a statement.


“Who did you lose your virginity too?” Louis spoke loudly.


Everyone’s eyes were now on me. I can’t say who I really did because then everyone would know Demi knows, and that’s part of the contract. I can either make up a guy, or say the truth or say no one.


I didn’t have much time so I choose my answer quickly not thinking it through.


“Oh, hah um, well I am still a virgin..” I stated quietly, they all looked at me confused. Harry’s grip on my leg tightened and he turned to me in shock.


“No you’re not you and-“ Zayn was about to say before Niall elbowed him in the stomach.


“Yeah, well uh this got awkward, so I’m going to bed, I got up and left the hotel room. I was about to enter mine, until someone spoke.


“Tyler give me your phone.”


I turn to see Demi looking sympathetic.


I give her my phone and she gives me here with the contact up, just needed to enter my number.


“When you guys are in L.A. I’ll be there too, and I’d really like to talk with you, if you need anything, just text me. It was really nice meeting you!” She smiled and hugged me tightly. 


“It was lovely meeting you as well.” I said hugging her back.


“Well I am off. By the way I love you accent.” She smiled and walked towards the elevator. I never really noticed my accent. I guess that made sense though.


I got lost in my thought and realized I was still in the hallway. I out my key card and opened the door and walked in, I didn’t hear the door shut so I turned around.


“We need to talk.” He stated. 


“It’s funny because every time you say that, we usually just end up fucking.”

I didn’t bother to turn around, I took off my heels and went through my suitcases for P.J’s. And finally I heard the door shut, not sure if Harry was entering my hotel room or leaving.


“You could have told me you were a virgin.”


“What difference would it have made? It was my decision too..” I trailed off.


“I don’t know. I just, I feel like for your first time it should have been with someone you care about.” Harry stammered, he was a lot more upset then I was.


“I think that is the problem Harry.” He just looked up at me in confusion.


“I think I care about you to much, and this little thing; or whatever we are doing. It makes me want you more and more.”


Harry moved closer to me. Grabbing my hands and swaying with them.


“I don’t know what else to do.” Harry stopped. His eyes fixed on the floor.


“Take my mind off things.” I whisper into Harry’s neck because even on my tippy-toes, I am unable to reach his ear.


I don’t know what it is about Harry, but when ever I am around him I lose my pattern of thought, and I just crave his touch, his lips, the way I lost control when I was around him.


I wasn’t sure if this is healthy, but I know, when I’m with Harry, I feel like I have an ecstasy going through my body. And I didn’t want it to stop.


Harry smirked and turned to take his shoes and jacket off.


I went over to my bed and sat waiting for Harry. He came over and sat right beside me. He brushed his lips over mine, our lips a millimeter away.


I went to remove the distance but he moved his head and kissed my neck.


“Being a tease now are we?”


“Working up the anticipation babe.” He said winking at me.


Harry took his shirt off, every time I saw his body, it looked better then the last time. I went straight to unbuckle his pants.  He took off my top, and then my skirt. Leaving me in a pink cheetah pink bra, and black lace pantie.


“You are always ready for the occasion I see.” Harry smirked.


“As are you.” As I pulled the condom out of his pocket.


Harry laughed and continued to kiss me, kissing everywhere on my body which seemed to make me weaker every peck. Harry pulled away and went back up to kiss my lips, but I pulled away and started leaving him little love bites on his neck.


Harry let out a moan. “You just make me want you more.”


He unclipped my bra and was now taking off my panties. I went to take his off, but he beat me to it.


Harry lay on top of me, kissing my chest and leaving me the occasional love bite.


Harry started thrusting. Kissing me everywhere but I just wanted his lips, he got faster and faster, but spoke before we both done.


“Don’t be such a tease on the tour bus babe. I don’t know if I will be able to stop myself.”

~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~

Sexual saturday.

But in all seriousness, I'm terribly sorry but its kinda detailed so you'll understand more later.

Anyhoo, I hope you enjoy.

Comment? Like? Fan?

- Summer x,

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