Give Me Love

Tyler's head, has never been a happy place to be, between eating disorders, self harm issues, and an mental illness she is not aware of, she finds herself questioning why she is alive most of the time. When her career takes an unexpected turn throwing in friendships, lust, love and of course, struggles. Can Tyler pull through it? Will she be able to find what she needs to save her life?


10. Being Strong

Harry's POV:

“You are so beautiful, with or without makeup, don’t let those girls get to you, they just get protective over us, but I will protect you in everyway.”  I said looking into her eyes, then down at her lips, fuck i wanted to kiss her.

I looked back at her eyes and saw she was looking and my lips with a cute smile on her lips.

“Thank you, you don’t know how much this means to me.” Tyler smiled, still looking at my lips.

"No problem." I smiled back leaning in.

She seemed hesitant at first, but then she started leaning in, I was about to kiss her again, thank god. I can't get her out of my head since last night. But she quickly moved her head, so I kissed her cheek, just play it off. I pulled away smiling.

“Is Niall, Zayn, or Liam here too?” Tyler asked.

“No it’s just us if you want to-“ I smiled winking before she cut me off.

“I would like to talk to them if that’s possible.”

“Yeah, uhm, I'll call em' but if they ask we didn’t have sex last night, just other stuff…” I drifted off.

I really like her, and I need a plan to get out of this contract, and there is no way any of the boys will help me if they think she's just some hook up.

"Okay." She said standing up and clearly nothing she doesn't want to be alone with me.

I texted the boys who were all busy, other then Niall, he probably wants to get with Tyler, the more reason to get out of this contract. I called Simon trying to explain myself.

"Simon, I really like, I promise this isn't a one night stand." I begged.

"And does she feel the same?"

"W-well, we haven't really, talked about it but, I at least want a shot with her."

"And what happens if it's a disater, you get your heart broken, you're not going to go out every night trying to replace that emptyness?" 

Why did he have to get all deep on me?

"Well, I'm not sure, but that's a chance you're willing to take, right?" I questioned, praying he'd let me have a shot.

"I'm afraid not Harry, at this point, to much to risk."

You have to be fucking kidding me.

"Okay, so Tyler and I are now cousins, so now I can go to a club and fuck whatever girl I want right? Then what, you're going to make her my step sister? You can't keep lying like this!" I exclaim not furious I'm not getting my way.

"Going to a club might be problem for you now. We've sent you a babysitter." I could practically feel this smirk.

"You have to be fucking kidding me." I murmured.

"Nope, Niall will be staying in your flat."

I couldn't take it, I hung up. Fucking Niall, always getting his way, and now he's going to get Tyler.

I waited in my room cursing and still trying to think of a plan, until I recieved a text.



Fuck, I made my way downstairs too see Niall and Tyler just getting along perfectly, dandy. Simon started explanning and getting us to sign, I wasn't even listening, I lost.

“Can you take me home now?” Tyler asked me.

I nodded and grabbed my keys and Niall kissed her cheek.

 "Don't be to long Harold." Niall smirked.

I was about to lose it, I'm so fucking tired of this shit, I turned back to him, but I felt a pull on my arm, I looked down and saw Tyler's crystal blue eyes full on confussion. I ignored Niall's comment and we left. The whole way there, it was killing me to know, but I didn't want to mak her upset, she already looked like she was about to cry.    “Are you okay with all of this?” I asked.   “Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?”   “Just wondering, but, I never got to thank you for last night, I mean I’m sorry had it turned out, not how I wanted it too.”   “What do you mean?”

“I wanted to take you out, get to know you, and then maybe let the night repeat it self.”I smiled, maybe this is my shot. I pulled up to her complex. “Well?”

She smirked and leaned over showing a fair amount of clevage.

“I mean, we just can’t be public, and not let anyone find out, I can keep a secret.”  Tyler whispered kissing my neck.

“Is this you inviting me inside? I smirked, and let out a deep moan as he gave me a love bite.

 “Just for some tea, cousin.” She smirked.

This girl, has got me.

Tyler’s POV:


Finally, today’s the day. We leave the London and start off the world tour in North American. I have been there before but only to visit family.


“What am I going to do without you?”


“I’ll be back in 2 months for my first break to visit.” I hugged Devin tightly.


This is the longest we have been apart since we have known each other, Devin is my rock, I don’t know how I am suppose to go with out seeing his face, but I’m going to have to be apart from him sometime, so this was a good challenge.


I have been doing really good this last week, I have hung out a lot more with the boys getting to know them, and they are quiet the characters. Niall has been making sure I’ve been eating. And its been staying.


Devin pulled away and grabbed my shoulders roughly. “If Harry.” He paused. Putting the reference on Harry. “Or any of the other boys, do anything to you, or say anything, or if you just don’t feel good, you’re on the next flight back here. I don’t care what you say.”


I nodded in an agreement. I told Devin everything that happened with Harry, and he was not pleased. He didn’t like the agreement that we would just kind of be fuck buddies. But every time I was with Harry, I just liked him more and more.


I’d rather have some kind of contact with him then none at all. But Devin was doing what he does best, worrying. He just doesn’t want me to fall, to hard. For him then get my heart broken.


“I love you so much, I’ll skype you every chance possible.” I whisper giving him another hug.


“I love you too, stay strong for me babe?”


“I’ll try.”


After I told Devin everything, I couldn’t stop crying. And I had an anxiety attack, but he stuck with me. So together we got matching tattoos on our left fore arm that say ‘stay strong’ I have another tattoo of the date of my parents death date.


But this one meant more, oddly enough. But I think because it was a reminder that I am going to get better. Well I hoped.


I looked down at my phone. I had a text from Niall saying they were here to go to the airport.

“They’re here.” I looked down. Not wanting to cry.


“Bye babe. I love you, and will see you soon.”


We walked down to the front entrance, they was Louis wanting to take my bags.  I hugged Devin. And got in the van.




We arrived in Dallas, Texas; I’ve never been here before. We got one night before the first concert. We did a photo shoot in, we got food, and then we went back to the hotel. I’m already regretting my decision.


“I’m going to bed, night boys.” I say and walk over to my room. Thank god I got my own.


“Tyler, it’s not even 7.” Zayn questioned me.


“Jet lagged I guess.” I turn from the tanned skinned boy and entered my room; I took of my shoes and jacket. Then there was a knock on my door.


“Yes?” I open the door and raise my eyes till I meet his.


“Well, am I allowed to come in?”


“Depends, are you going to annoy me?” I spat; it’s not that I don’t like the boys. It’s just they’re a lot to handle.


“Of course not, just want to keep my favourite cousin company.” Harry smiled a big cheeky grin.


“I’m going to bed, so no thanks but-“


“We both know that’s a lie.” Harry cut me off, and winked at the end.


I moved out of the door way and let Harry in. I sat on my bed and Harry joined me, plopping himself right beside me. He put his hands on my waste and picked me up and turned me so I was in between his legs with my legs around his waste.


Harry started kissing my neck. And moving up to my mouth.


“Harry, we can’t keep doing this, when the tour actually starts, were going to get caught, so it’s best to stop-“


Harry stopped me by placing his lips on mine. “But Tyler, I like you, and I’m not going to give up that easy.”


He continued kissing down my neck to my chest.


“So it is true you’ll say anything to get in a girls pants?” I said abruptly.


“Tyler don’t be like that, I do like you, were just in a tough situation. But eventually, I promise to make it up to you.” He started unbuttoning my tank top.


“You better, and it best be spectacular.” I smirked and I pulled Harry’s V-neck off of him, he took of my shirt.


“When did you get that done?” Harry questioned me looking down at my arm.


“Just a couple days ago, with Devin.” It’s a good thing I always wear bracelets.


“I don’t mean to be rude, but what does it mean?”


“Just to keep smiling for my parents.” I lied smoothly to Harry.


“Oh, awesome, you know I have quiet a few tattoo’s myself, we should get one together.” He smiled.


“Shut up and kiss me.”




“You’ll be in the front row, but you can go anywhere to get the shots you need. Here is your back stage pass and ticket.” Someone handed it me to, I wasn’t too sure who he was.


“Okay, thank you.” I took the papers, my camera bag and walked into Niall's dressing room. I plopped down on the couch.  Niall raised an eyebrow at me.


“Just tired.”


“Let’s get something to eat.”


“No thank you. I’ve eaten so much lately I’m sure I’ve gained like 10 pounds.”


“Tyler, you’re like 90lbs. it’s okay.”


“Hurtful, 95.” I joked to Niall; he rolled his eyes and grabbed my arm dragging me to the table of food.


“Ouch, be careful, I just got it done.” I told Niall referring to my tattoo. He looked down at my arm.

“Wow, that’s wonderful. You know Demi has one just like it?” Niall smiled at her name.  Awuuh.


“I know, I kind a adore her.” I smiled.


“Me too.” Niall grinned so big. “She said she might stop by, you would love her.” I nodded in agreement as Niall handed me a sandwich.




“Thank you Dallas, you are wonderful. It was wonderful to start off our tour with you!” The boys walked off back stage. I rushed back stage trying to not get killed by fan girls. I was surprised none of them noticed me, or didn’t say awful things like they did to me on twitter.


Even though we told magazine Harry and I are cousins. Those girls are terrible, they hate me, and they don’t know me. Story of my life.


“Tyler come here.” Louis yelled and was waving me over to all of the boys. I rushed over with my camera around my neck and my camera bag in my hands, trying to put it away.


“Wow, good job boys. Didn’t you know actually had talent.” I joked with them; they didn’t think it was that funny, they just starred at me with blank expressions.


I looked down at my feet not wanting to look back at them. Finally Niall broke the silence. “Guess what?”


“What?” I slowly move my head up and bite my lip. Feeling all of they’re stares on me.


“You know, just thought you might want to meet someone.”


I smiled because I already knew who it was. 


~~~~~Author's Note~~~~~


how are you?

i'm lovely,

a bit of writers block,

check out my Diall/Nemi fan fiction 'Lightweight'

follow me on twiiter @fcukmestyles

and instagram @cuddleswithharry

- Summer x,

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