One Love

Justin and Elizabeth have been dating for a year and they are finally getting married. What future awaits? Read and find out! (Sequel to Fall...if you haven't read it you won't understand this!)


32. Insane



"Elizabeth," mom said grabbing my hand. "You had a miscarriage."

My eyes immediately started tearing up. "What?"
"I'm sorry Mrs. Bieber. Your body was not strong enough to handle carrying a child."
I looked at Justin who was trying to fight the tears. I broke down.

"What do you mean I'm not able to carry a child?!"

"Your body wasn't producing enough nutrition for the fetus." Justin grabbed my hand to reassure me that he was there for me. I trembled and my body went into shock. Tears were flooding my eyes like the rainforest and my hands were shaking.

"Why?!!?!?!?" I screamed. "Why me? What did I do to deserve this!?!?! This child was going to be my future! My baby!!!! WAS! But now it's gone!!! God took her away from me!!! Brooklyn is dead! Dead!!!!" I screamed.

"Baby, it's ok." Justin said

"No it's not!!! I'm crying, you're crying, our mother's are crying! What makes you think everything will be ok. Something that was living inside of me just died!! Our baby girl is dead!!! Don't tell me it will be ok, because it's not!!!!" I shot up off the table and stormed down the hallway. Maybe I was insane, maybe this is how all mothers act when they find out that their child had died. I have no idea, but right now I needed my space. I know that I'm only 17 and I am too young to be having a child, but that baby was a blessing. Thinking about what I almost had teared me up inside. It felt like I was just stabbed in the chest. I ran to the car and drove to the liquor store. I bought 2 bottles of wine and a 6 pack of Samuel Adams. This would be a night that I never wanted to remember, and it's a guarantee that getting drunk will take away my problems. I was wrong.


I heard the front door slam. Justin was home, and I knew I was in trouble. I did my best to gather the bottles laying on the floor, but Justin came up too fast.

"Babe, what was that about?" He asked madly.

'I'm sorry Jus tin. I had to get out of there. I was going crazy. You don't understand. This baby has been living inside of me, and now that it's gone it's like I lost a part of me."

"I know it hurts. It hurts me too. The doctor said we can try again in a few months."

"I don't think I want to try again! I didn't even try the first time, it just happened! I don't want to do this again! What if I lose another one? What will I do then? I will break down, become insane. I will lose you."

"You will never lose me, I am here for you whenever and wherever you want me."

"We have to go on tour tomorrow, and I don't even want to go anymore! I wont be able to handle it! It's too much stress."

"Baby, I can't leave you here. I would miss you too damn much."

"I'm sorry Justin, but I can't." I cried. He didn't even care that I was drunk off my head, he just wanted me to feel better. Maybe I needed sleep. Maybe I was going insane. "I just need some sleep. I drank a lot and it's probably the alcohol saying I don't want to go."

"Ok." I climbed into bed and closed my eyes. Justin tucked me in and kissed my forehead. I have no idea what it's going to be like from now on.


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