Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


13. Chapter 9


I sat at the end of the bath and Niall was sitting opposite me. I couldn't even look at him, we'd fought and then he hit me, again. I brought the can of budweiser to my lips and drank from it. He looked at me and I couldn't help but look back. "Why did you have ecstasy?" I finally asked. "I wanted to try something different. Is that a problem?" "Yeah it is Niall. Smoking weed is fine because loads of people do it and it doesn't have much of an effect, but ecstasy, do you know what that can do to you?" "Of course I do." "THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE IT?" "I WANTED SOMETHING DIFFERENT!" "Well if you want to take something that can kill you then i'm outta here." I climbed out of the bath and left the can down beside the sink. "Fuck your life up if you want but your not fucking mine up too." I stormed out of the apartment and he came running after me. "HOLLY! WAIT!" I didn't turn around and kept walking. "HOLLY! BABE! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!" I turned around and looked him in the eyes. "What Niall?" I had tears running down my cheeks and I rubbed them away. "Please stay, I wasn't going to take it. I swear, I just thought about it. Please believe me, i'm nothing without you." "Do you really want me to go back there. You just hit me for fuck sake! You hardly expect me to come running to you! Have a good life Niall!" I walked away again but he grabbed my arm and turned me around. "Please don't go." I turned my head. "Look at me." I looked at him and he was on the ground. "I know I haven't been a great boyfriend and I know I don't always treat you right but I love you. I don't have a ring right now but Holly will you marry me?" I couldn't believe his words, was this all a dream? "Y-yes," I stuttered. He pulled me into a hug. "I'm so sorry babe, I love you so much." "I love you too."                                           ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Zayn take me back to Niall's parents house. There is something I need to do." "Are you ok?" "You'll find out soon enough." We drove in silence and finally pulled up outside the house. "Just give me a few minutes." I knocked at the door and Greg let me in. I went straight to Niall's room and we talked. He even sung me the song. I finally got the courage to ask him what was on my mind. "Niall, do you remember the day you proposed?" "Of course I do," he smiled. "Maybe we should put that proposal back on." "Does that mean..."
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