Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


10. Chapter 7


We pulled up at Niall's parents house and got out of the car. I knocked at the door and we stood waiting. The door opened and Niall's mum was standing in front of us. "Hello Maura," I smiled. "Hi Holly. Please come in." We stepped inside the house and stood in the hall. "This is Zayn, he's a close friend of mine and Niall's." "Nice to meet you," she said to Zayn. He nodded in response and she led us to the room that Niall was in. "Zayn, can you stay out here for a few minutes?" "Of course, if you need me just come out." He kissed my forehead and I stepped into the room. It was just the way I remembered it; a football in the corner, posters of naked models on the walls, a guitar leaning against the wall and a small picture of us two in a frame beside his bed from when we were younger. "Niall." " that you?" "Yeah it's me." "I'm so glad your here." "Why did you do this Niall?" "Because I couldn't stand not being with you Holly. It was our anniversary and I couldn't help but remember what I did to you last year on it." "Maybe if you treated me better you wouldn't have to deal with this problem. You hurt me Niall, physically and emotionally. But you were never violent when we first got together. What changed?" "I think it was just a side effect of the drugs. But i'm clean Holly. I promised you I would stop and I did, it took me a while but I stopped." "And i'm glad you did but I don't know if I can trust you again. I hope you feel better soon and please don't try to do this again." I walked out of the room to Zayn in the hallway. "You can go in and talk to him." I walked down the stairs and was about to leave when I saw Greg. "Greg?" He turned around and looked at me. "Hi Holly. Did you speak to him?" "Yeah but I need time to think about everything. Do you have the note?" "Yeah, i'll just get it." I followed Greg to the kitchen where he took a page out of a vase and handed it to me. "That's it, when you read it you'll know it's the real Niall talking. Just consider taking him back." "Thanks Greg." I walked out of the house and sat in the car waiting on Zayn. I looked at the note, trying to decide whether to read it or not. Finally I decided to read it. I opened it up and it said: Holly, baby I love you so much. I never meant to hurt you, I didn't want to hit you or punch you or whatever other violence I used against you. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for lying to you and not keeping a promise at first but I stopped, just for you even though you had left. The last thing I wanted was for you to leave and I know I should have listened to you. I'm sorry for getting you into drugs, i'm sorry for getting you disowned by your parents, treating you badly but the thing i'm most sorry for is loving you. We had some good times but I have to go Holly. You left me and now there's nothing left in my life so I have to leave. There's no point in living without you. If you look under the mattress there is another sheet of paper and it has a song on it. I wrote it for you, yeah I got back into my music when I got clean. Just play it and sing because it describes how I felt about us. This is it Holly, you always were my princess but now i'll never get to see you walk down the aisle to me. I'm so sorry babe, please forgive me and don't forget me. I love you, Nialler x   I was crying and I saw tears fall onto the paper. He really was being sincere, I had to get that song. Zayn hopped into the car and looked at me. "Are you ok?" He asked. I wiped my tears and folded up the note. "Yeah. Can you take me to Niall's flat? There's something I need to get." He nodded and drove to Niall's apartment.    
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