Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


7. Chapter 5


Chapter 5   "STOP! STOP THE CAR!" I screamed and banged the dashboard. He didn't listen and kept doing doughnuts in the estate. "STOP NIALL! PLEASE STOP!" He finally stopped and I looked at him. I was relieved that he had stopped but mad. I shouted at him and he just shouted back. He moved and his face was inches from mine as we screamed at each other. "I CAN DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!" He screamed. "AND SO CAN I!" I screamed back and opened the car door. I stepped out and bent down a little so I could see in. "CUNT!" I slammed the door and walked away with my arms crossed, pissed off at him. When I looked back I saw him slam his hand on the steering wheel in frustration. I walked back after a few minutes and sat in the car. He grabbed my face and hit me. "Don't call me a cunt again." I turned my head away from him to look out the window. "Happy anniversary to you too." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Are you ok?" Zayn asked when he walked in the room and saw me in tears. "No," I sniffled. "But i'll be fine." "What's wrong?" He asked as he sat beside me and wrapped his arms around me. "Today was me and Niall's anniversary and I just remembered how we spent it last year." "How did you spend it?" "Arguing and then getting high." "Try and forget about him." "But it's hard Zayn, at the end of the day I loved him and maybe I still do." I looked up at him and sighed. "I just wish he treated me the way you treat me." "And how's that?" "Your so kind and generous. You actually act as if you care about me and don't hurt me." "I'd never hurt you. I'm always here as your friend." I was drunk right now and maybe he was too but I don't know, all I know is that at that minute it was just him and me and right then I had to take my mind off Niall. I kissed him and he kissed me back. It got pretty rough quickly and soon my top was on the floor along with his. Then his jeans went and my shorts too but I never thought I would ever sleep with him. But that's exactly what happened and boy was it good. Probably the biggest i've ever had in me. But he was gentle and it felt like it meant something. Maybe I was meant to be with him all along. But who knows?


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