Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


25. Chapter 17


"I can't do it!" I screamed. "You can babe, just one more push. I can see the head, it's almost out." I pushed one last time and thats when I heard a cry. My baby was here. "Congratulations it's a girl." The little girl was handed to me and I just knew straight away she wasn't Zayn's. She had Niall's blue eyes and I just fell in love with her right then and there. "She's beautiful," I said. I handed her to Zayn. He knew too from looking at her that she was Niall's and he was disappointed. "Zayn, she might technically be his but she's your daughter and nothing is going to change that." He smiled at me and handed our daughter back. "What do you want to call her?" "Vanessa."   After a few days we got out of the hospital and home. Zayn was a natural with Vanessa which is why I trusted him with her while I went to see Niall. Of course he didn't know that's where I was going but I had to see him again. I knocked at the door and Niall answered. "Hi." "Hey, come in." I smiled and stepped into the apartment. "I had a girl a few days ago. She looks so much like you." "S-she's mine?" "Yeah, she has your eyes and she's just beautiful. Exactly like you." "Do you have a picture?" I pulled out my phone and showed him the pictures of our daughter. "She's beautiful." "I know." "Do you not have her with you?" "No, she's with Zayn. He doesn't know i'm here and I didn't want to chance taking her in case there was smoke from weed or anything." "I stopped smoking that stuff 2 months ago. I kept my end of the deal." "Well i'm glad. I should get going but Niall any time you want to see her just text me or something and I can bring her. I just thought you should know." I walked to the door and opened it. "Holly." I turned around to look at him. "Thank you, she really is beautiful and i'm just glad that she has you. I wish I did." I smiled and walked out the door back to my family even thought I felt like I wanted to be a proper family with Niall.
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