Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


17. Chapter 12


We are sitting in Zayn's apartment in the living room. Neither of them know yet but I have to tell them. I just said that we needed to talk and that it was important. "What's up Holly?" Zayn asked me eventually. "I have a problem guys and it's pretty big." "What does it have to do with Zayn?" Niall asked. "It has a lot to do with him and you too Niall." They both looked at me worriedly. "I'm pregnant." "What has that got to do with him?" "Well...the night before we got together we kind of...we slept together and now I don't know who's baby it is." I sat and looked at both of their faces. Zayn looked kind of happy and Niall looked like he was holding in his anger. "Congrats Holly, just so you know no matter who's baby it is i'll support you," Zayn said. I smiled and thanked him. Niall grabbed my arm and we left the apartment. We drove in silence and pulled up outside my apartment. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?" "We weren't together at the time Niall." "THAT DOESN'T MATTER! YOU SLEPT WITH ZAYN FOR FUCK SAKE! ZAYN! ONE OF OUR BEST FRIENDS!" "I'm sorry Niall, I was drunk and lonely and it just happened." He slapped me across the face and slammed me into the wall. "WHILE YOU WERE BUSY FUCKING ONE OF OUR BEST FRIENDS I WAS TRYING TO KILL MYSELF! YOUR A BITCH!" His face was inches from mine. "YOU BETTER WISH THAT'S MINE!" He pulled away from me and I just slid down the wall. I wrapped my arms around my knees and cried. "I thought you changed Niall," I sobbed. "I have." "If you have then what was that?" "I don't know Holly, I was just angry. I'm so sorry." He has his arms wrapped around me in a second. "I'm so sorry." I sniffled and lifted up my head. "It's ok. I really want it to be yours. That night with Zayn meant nothing, I swear." "When can you get a DNA test done?" "I don't know but i'll phone the doctor tomorrow and find out." We sat against the wall in each others arms all night. I was just scared in case he was going to be violent towards the baby if it is his.


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