Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


16. Chapter 11


You could say that we were the same old us, in a way that was true but we couldn't be the same people we were before any of this happened. It has been over a month since Niall tried to commit suicide, we've been together since that night we slept together again and I have honestly felt happier being with him. There hasn't been any violence, drugs or alcohol in our relationship since we got together again. Niall is still living with his parents and I am living back in the apartment. He's been getting back into his music and i'm so glad but we do argue and right now I know that some big drama is going to occur and that there will be a lot of fighting. I am currently sitting on the floor in the bathroom staring at the positive pregnancy test in my hand, yeah i'm sort of happy but I don't know who's baby it is. It could be Zayn's and it could be Niall's. But i'm so scared of what Niall's reaction will be.                                                 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Niall, can we talk?" I asked walking into the living room where he sat. "Sure, what's up princess?" "I don't know how to say this. But I- I think i'm pregnant." "WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU THINK?" "Well i've been getting sick a lot and having cravings for the weirdest things but i'm late." "Have you taken a test?" "Not yet." "THEN FUCKING TAKE ONE! NOW!" "I- i'm sorry Niall." "IF YOU ARE PREGNANT GET RID OF IT! WE DON'T NEED A BABY!" "But it's part of us." "I SAID GET RID OF IT!" He slapped me on the face and I jumped up from the couch. "I- i'll t-take a test n-now."                                                 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That was his reaction last time, I just have to hope he won't react like that this time. But when he finds out I slept with Zayn there's no saying what he could do.


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