Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


15. Chapter 10


  I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. What just happened? He forced himself on me and there was nothing I could do about it. He just got up and left as soon as he finished, saying he had to get some more weed. I cried a bit before getting up and grabbing a bag. I started to pack my things into the bag so I could leave. I sat the bag on the bed and the door opened. "Where are you going?" He asked as soon as he saw the bag. "I'm leaving Niall, I can't be with you anymore, not after what you just did." "I didn't do anything." "You just made me have sex with you when I didn't want to." "I thought you wanted to babe." "Well I didn't Niall!" "I'm sorry, it won't happen again, I promise." I stood up and looked out of the balcony. He stood beside me and I sighed. "Hey," he turned my face towards his. "I'm sorry, please don't leave babe." Looking into his blue eyes I couldn't help but tell him I wouldn't leave.                                                    ~~~~~~~~~~~ "I want to be with you Niall, always have." "I love you Holly," he said giving me his signature hug. "I saw the song Niall." "And what did you think?" "It's great, you really should get into your music again." "I want to. But I want to focus on us first. I've got a lot of making up to do." "What do you mean?" "I treated you like crap Holly and I want to right my wrongs." "You don't have to. I know you've changed." "Just let me do it." "Ok." He pulled away from me and kissed me. It felt just like it used to. It became passionate quickly and soon all of our clothes were off. It's just who we are, we make up, we have sex. No big deal, this time it felt amazing and I just knew then that I wasn't meant to be with Zayn and that I had to forget last night. All that mattered was that I was with Niall again. I felt whole again.


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