Yellow Diamonds (On Hold)

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear, you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts, you feel hopeless like nothing can save you, and when it's over and it's almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good.


4. Chaper 3

"Sit down on the front of it and i'll sit behind you," Niall said. "Fine." I sat down on the front of the skateboard and Niall sat behind me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and nipped at my neck. "Come on," I said. I used my feet to push us down the ramp and we both laughed as we fell off at the bottom. Niall landed on top of me and he kissed me. We were practically going at it for a few minutes but I didn't care, I didn't care about anything in that moment because I might have popped a few pills earlier but right then there was nothing else in the world but me and Niall. "I'm hungry," he complained. "When are you never hungry," I grinned at him. "Come on, we'll go get something to eat." He stood up and held his hand out to help me up. I gladly took it and we walked out of the skate park and down the street hand in hand.     "Can I have the usual Jim?" Niall asked. "Sure, just wait a wile yeah?" "Thanks Jim." I was sitting on a table when he sat beside me. "Maybe we can have some dessert later?" Niall asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "Dream on," I replied and snaked out of his grasp. I laughed as I stood up on the table and saw his facial expression. I smirked at him and started jumping from table to table. "I love Niall James Horan!" "I love Niall!" "I love that guy!" I shouted pointing at Niall. He just shook his head and smiled. The people in the chippy were staring at us but we just laughed. I jumped down from the table and walked up to him. Niall wrapped his arms around my waist and I gripped my fingers in his hair. I kissed him and it was pretty passionate but rough. We both pulled away for breath and we kept our foreheads together. "I love you too Holly."                                             ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Can I have the usual Jim?" I asked and sat down at that table. "Sure Holly, coming right up." "Thanks." "No Niall today?" I sighed before answering "No, we aren't together anymore." "Oh, i'm sorry to hear that. This is on the house." "You don't have to feel sorry for me Jim, i'm the one who left him." "Are you joking with me?" "Nope." "Just 2 months ago you were jumping across those tables shouting how much you loved him." "I know, I guess I thought I loved him." "It's just a surprise. I didn't even expect it to happen." "Neither did I." "Your foods ready Holly." "Thanks Jim," I handed him some money. "Keep the change." I walked out thinking about how much things have changed. Niall would normally be opening the bag by now, trying to grab a chip but now I was walking alone eating what was always our dinner on a Thursday. I sighed as I realized how much I missed him.


hey so i'm going back to school tomorrow and I prob won't have much time to write this fanfic but i'll try and write some parts this week. I will prob update Heaven's Got A Plan For You and Forever? because they are already written but please be patient and please read my stories because I enjoy writing and want people to read them

Ciara :) xx

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