invisible

INVISIBLE. I will be invisible. No one will see me. Lighter than a feather. No one will notice, no one will care until I'm zero. Nothing. Invisible. Gone. They will only care when I am gone.

Jinx is a 15 year old girl. Unsure of where she belongs and obsessed with the number on the scale. She doesn't have any friends, they might get in her way of becoming invisible. But one day, Jinx meets someone, who just might change her life forever.

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7. Sundays aren't fundays

Sunday. Today is Sunday. It is 2pm....I just woke up, against my will, Ruthy keeps nudging me, she wants to go to the park.....it is snowing...and she wants to go to the fucking park.

WHY ME?

I tell her to wait a little bit and we will go after I shower.

Shower off the filth of yesterday.

So much for losing weight. I probably gained 1000000lbs. I am afraid of what the scale will say.

I don't even now how many calories I ate last night. Binged. Then purged. Then binged. Then purged

binge

purge

binge

purge

binge

purge

purge

purge

purge

PURGE
PURGE
PURGE

It still wouldn't all get out though, so at midnight I took 12 ducolax. Then waited

and waited

waited

waited

BAM

the pains started about 30 minutes after I took them. Intense shooting pains that make you think you are going to die.

Or shit your internal organs out.

but it is worth it.

As long as I got everything out.

 

I didn't end up going to bed until 6am, I was up exercising after the whole ducolax incident.

I can tell I gained though. I ate so much food. I thought I got rid of it all, but I could be wrong. I head off to the restroom to shower off all my filth and see how much more lard I gained.

 

As I 

step on

the scale

I know that

I have gotten

bigger, a lot lot

bigger than I was

at 76.3 bigger and

fatter lots lots fatter

placing my feet together

I step on, and look down at

the space between my thighs

for just one tiny little second I see

thin

small

beautiful

bone

then I snap out of it because I know I am WAAAYYY bigger than before.

74.8lbs.

74.8

I don't know how that happened with me eating so much.

but it is progress one step closer to becoming invisible.

 

I step in the shower. To wash away the filth of the old 76.3, she won't be back because I will not gain. NEVER GAIN.

 


 

 

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