INVISIBLE. I will be invisible. No one will see me. Lighter than a feather. No one will notice, no one will care until I'm zero. Nothing. Invisible. Gone. They will only care when I am gone.

Jinx is a 15 year old girl. Unsure of where she belongs and obsessed with the number on the scale. She doesn't have any friends, they might get in her way of becoming invisible. But one day, Jinx meets someone, who just might change her life forever.


3. She's gone

12:03pm. I am going to be late. I am always late. This time it isn't my fault though.


I hate the snow. It's so cold. I hate the cold. Even in the summer I still am cold.






but oh well I need to go pick up Ruthy before she has another mental breakdown and calls dad.

She doesn't like it when I am late.

Ever since mom died.

Mom was supposed to pick her up from her piano lesson, it was snowing(yet another fucking reason to hate the snow), mom was running late, she was rushing, Ruthy was only 4, dad dropped her off at the lesson, mom was worried she would be late. So she was speeding, and hit a patch of ice, and ran right into the electrical pole, knocking down all the wires, if the crash hadn't killed her, those wires would have. Ruthy called dad crying, mom was late, dad answered the phone with tears in his voice, "it's okay Ruthy I'm coming now, mommy isn't going to be able to make it"

Little did Ruthy know she would never see her mom again. Where was I? I could have saved mom. I had my permit. I was 15. I could have broken the law a bit. Why couldn't it have been me?

Why her?

Why mom?

she left us......she promised she would never leave us, especially when we needed her the most.

It should have been me that died, not mom. I was at home, doing nothing, sitting being a fat lard ball and eating. It is my fault

I need to be punished

I will be punished.

I won't eat

I might not be able to bring mom back, but I can make things easier for Ruthy.

My precious Ruthy

left without a mother

left with a father who cares more about work than his children

a gay brother

a stupid sister.

a disgraceful family

for a perfect, innocent, beautiful little girl.

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