INVISIBLE. I will be invisible. No one will see me. Lighter than a feather. No one will notice, no one will care until I'm zero. Nothing. Invisible. Gone. They will only care when I am gone.

Jinx is a 15 year old girl. Unsure of where she belongs and obsessed with the number on the scale. She doesn't have any friends, they might get in her way of becoming invisible. But one day, Jinx meets someone, who just might change her life forever.


15. lies.

He's alive.

Those are the first words that I hear when I wake up.

How I got into the chair next to Jake's hospital bed, I don't know.

Who's alive?

Wait what.

Obviously Jake is alive. I talked to him.

Speaking of Jake, he is up, and talking to the doctor....crying.

But it isn't a sad cry, it is a happy cry.

A joy filled cry.

Jake sees me.

He hugs me and whisper's, "he's alive Jinx, I can't believe it they saved him!"

"who?" Jeez, falling asleep for an hour sure can get you out of the loop.

"DAMION Jinx. He is alive!"

Oh, that is who is alive. That's good. That is really, really great.

I learn that Jake is going to be sent to the young adult mental ward within the next few days once they are sure his health is stabilized. I learn that Damion is in critical condition, but he is alive. No doubt about that. This is definitely a miracle. I learn that I was only asleep for about and hour and a half. 

I tell Jake that I love him, but I need to go, something is wrong with Ruby, and they are at St. Joseph's.

I get in the car, and then I realize that dad wasn't there. Dad didn't even realize something happened to Jake, let alone care. I also realize that Stella must have left when I was sleeping, and I also realize that she called me and told me that she had to get home but she loved me and she would call me to see what was happening in a few hours.

I drive. I drive and drive. All the way to St. Joseph's, stopping at Starbucks on the way. Because another thing that I realized that I haven't eaten in over 2 days, and I feel really shaky.

I order a tall skinny Carmel Macchiato(100), and a spinach and feta wrap(290), I should be good for the day.

I hope Ruby is okay, I couldn't tell you what made me go to Jake first. I couldn't tell you, I really couldn't. I love Ruby, she is the only one that can tell me to eat and that I will listen. I guess that the whole twin thing might have done it. The whole being connected and things.

I guess it is true that gay is a gene too, considering we both are. Now that I think of it, I never really thought about boys that way. I never wanted a boy, I never thought a boy was hot or anything.

Now that I think about it, I always would look at the girls at the beach, and think about how beautiful they were. I would always love to watch the R rated movies that had naked girls. I would look away when a guy's butt showed up. Now that I think about it, I have always been this way.

Now that I think about it. I know I am gay. Stella is the one that helped me realize it.


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