invisible

INVISIBLE. I will be invisible. No one will see me. Lighter than a feather. No one will notice, no one will care until I'm zero. Nothing. Invisible. Gone. They will only care when I am gone.

Jinx is a 15 year old girl. Unsure of where she belongs and obsessed with the number on the scale. She doesn't have any friends, they might get in her way of becoming invisible. But one day, Jinx meets someone, who just might change her life forever.

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8. ana and mia love me

Monday. Finally the dreaded weekend is over.

I hate weekends. Hate them. Too tempting.

Too much food tempting me.

Ana taught me how to resist that food though.

Then Mia taught me how to get rid of it when I failed Ana.

Ana and Mia love me.

They are the ones that care about me.

They are the ones that will always love me.

And they will never leave.

 

I woke up this morning, late, I'm always fucking late. Plus it is still fucking snowing.

I throw on some black leggings and an oversized sweater.

No time to weigh.

Since there is no time to weigh, there is no time to eat either.

I am just going to school, it doesn't matter if I crash. No one would care.

Besides precious Ruthy.

But that's okay, because I won't crash, I will be extra careful just for you Ruthy.

I am on my way out the door when the phone rings, meh I don't have time for that, so I continue out the door.

I have my cell if they really need to reach me.

Slowly drive.

S L O W L Y

be careful Jinx, remember how terrified Ruthy was when mom died, you're the only one she has left.

S L O W E R

I need to pay attention, my eyes can't they just rest for a few seconds? I should have ate. I didn't eat anything yesterday either.

S L O W E ST

finally at school. Thank God. I can hear the bell chime signaling 5 minutes until class. I can picture the people jiggling their way to class. Some don't go fast enough and are late. Most are silently seated at their desks. The late bell sounds. Some try to rush into the door, and are greeted by the angry scowls of teachers.

 

Me? I sit, in the parking lot. Waiting, does it really matter if I go in there? No one notices me anyway. I am that girl. The girl who is in all the honors classes, but never mutters a peep.

The girl that knows everyone, but no one knows her.

The girl that doesn't speak

The girl that doesn't eat.

 

I decide to stroll into the building about 20 minutes after the late bell sounded. I'm in no rush, well at least no rush to get to class, I am in a rush to get out of this fucking cold.

 

Not paying attention to what I am doing, I jog to the doors, and WHAM!

the door swings open and hits me and I tumble down the stairs.

 

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