Shadow Marked

Calista's fear is greater then she can ever imagine. Once she's thrown into this world she knows there's no going back. People, things, there after her coveting the human shadow marked. In a world where anything is possible Calista learns secrets are just a part of the territory and there are some things she will never get the chance to know.


P.S. I do own and took the photo used to create this cover, and i'm sorry for any spelling or gramatic errors, i'm not the best at it, but by the time i finish this book i will make sure all errors are fixed. Thank you

Rissa Marie Copyright 2014: All Rights Reserved

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41. Chapter thirty nine

Chapter Thirty Nine

    Calista’s P.O.V.

“Mom I’m scared.” I cried as she held me. “Where am I?” Her familiar smell surrounded me as she held me.

“Oh sweetie there is nothing to be afraid of. You're in limbo, you're not dead, but not alive either.”

    “What does that mean?” I asked looking into her warm brown eyes.

    “That means you have a choice to make, are you going to come with me or go back.”

    “I have a choice?”

    “Yes, you do. Your time to die isn't now, it is not for a long while but due to the circumstances you now have a choice.”

“But mommy I can't. I can’t choose. I've lost so much I can't lose you again.” Placing her soft hand against my face she brushed away my tears.

“Oh sweetie you never lost me, I've always been there watching you, but look at what you have gained, you have a family now, a brother a father, children, are you really ready to give that up?”

“It is such a mess Mom, I’m such a mess, what will I be if I come back? What if I’m not the same?”

“You won't be the same, but that's life. You grow and learn, life is about change. Do you really want to risk having such a beautiful life because you're afraid?” Nodding my head I knew she was right, I was afraid. I was merely nineteen, am merely nineteen with two children, two husbands…  

“But how do I know when I can go back?”

“Whenever you're ready sweetheart.” She said stroking my hair.

“My children will never get to know you.” I stated. “How do I know I can do this? Be a mom, a princesses everything?”  

“You will never know until you try. All you will have to do is love your children, all parents make mistakes god knows I did but you will learn and look at all the people you have to help you.”

“I love you mom, so much.”

“I love you too baby girl, now don't be coming up here to visit me again  okay? Stay strong, you will be okay.” She said kissing my forehead.  

                ~

It was dark where I was, so very dark. Why can’t I wake up?

“Baby please come back to me, to your children we cant do this without you.” Cried Alex. I’m here I screamed, I can hear you.  Oh god please let me wake up. The small sound of my flat line was soon followed by another. Who was that?  What’s happening.  

“Bring in  crash cart!” Yelled a strong voice.

“No, no oh god no this can not be happening I can't lose her!” Screamed Alex his tears falling onto my face. I so badly just wanted to hold him, to touch him, couldn't he tell I was here?

Oh...Oh god I cried inside my head. Amir, that was his flat line, and if he was dead that meant..


 

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