I'm Alone. Or am I?

When Anastasia is abandoned by her father when he leaves on a "Vacation," Anastasia stars to fall for the curly, dark-haired boy in her class, Harry. But when Anastasia starts to blame herself for her dads absence in her life, does Harry help her or break her heart when its already breaking.

Alternate Universe where the boys aren't famous.


8. Let Me Love You

The Doctor said I would have to stay in the Hospital for another couple days. He said it was because of why I collapsed.

There was nothing in my stomach, my heart rate had sped up because I confessed to Niall, the even more because I realized Harry had heard everything. Then seeing him my breath caught in my throat and with my brain already weakened, that lack of oxygen was to much. 

Niall and Louis regularly came to visit me, Niall sometimes brought Alexandria. Lexi came twice with Zayn and Liam. 

Harry didn't visit me once. 

But Niall said that he was worried about me, and I knew why, he was in love with me. 

It was like a fantasy, or one of those stories where your soul mate's name is etched into your wrist. If that was true, Harry Styles would be etched into my wrist and Anastasia Shepard would be etched into Harry's. 

But I couldn't let him love me. 

I couldn't. 

If I put my heart into it, I just knew he would send it crashing to the floor, to shatter into a million pieces, and I would never be able to put it back together. 

On the last day I was to stay in the Hospital, Niall and Louis came with a small box. It was pink with red hearts and a hot pink bow tied around it. 

They said it was from Harry. 

There was a card taped to the top and it had Anastasia written across the top in beautiful handwriting.

I set it aside so I could open it up in private. 

"Harry's been really distressed lately," Louis told me.

"Then why, doesn't he just come visit me?" I asked trying to sound mad, but my voice cracked at the end. 

"We asked him the same thing, he just told us it was all explained in the card," Niall answered.

"Oh," I looked over at the card that was taped to the box.

We were silent for a while.

Louis brought out a deck of cards and we focused on building a house of cards and laughing when Louis accidentally knocks it over and dissolves into a over-dramatic movie "NOOO!" on the ground on his knees with his fists in the air and his head raised.

After we finished laughing Niall announced that they had to get going, I smiled and said goodbye.

When I was sure they were gone I grabbed the box and opened it.

Inside was a little stuffed teddy bear with a pink bow over one ear. I smiled and set it down next to me and looked inside again. There was a CD inside. All it said was, Anastasia's Mix Tape, From Harry, and then I picked up the card.

It was a normal, get better soon card, but inside there was a letter,

I opened up the letter and started reading it.

Dear Anastasia:

This is to explain everything. Everything I can't say in person.

I am head over heels in love with you and I know this doesn't mean much to you, but for me, knowing that you know, it makes me feel a bit better. 

If you hadn't guessed, I'm a hopeless romantic, and according to Urban Dictionary, that means I put my whole heart into one person, and I guess that's you...

So, even if you wont be mine, I want you to know, every time I see you my heart does a flip-flop and I get butterflies. Seeing you sad, makes me sad, seeing you smile, makes me smile, you're like disease that has infected me that I don't care to get rid of. 

Listen to the CD for me please.

I haven't come to visit you because I'm scared to see your reaction, and what you'll have to say about this. 

I will always love you, 


I cried as I set the letter down and hugged the teddy bear to my chest. 

I remember Liam saying he had nicknamed Harry, Hazza. 

I named the teddy bear Hazza. 

I hugged Hazza closer to me. 

I then remembered the CD and pulled out my Laptop which Lexi had graciously brought here for me. 

I put the CD into the CD drive and listened to it. 

First came Grenade by Bruno Mars. Then, It Will Rain also by Bruno Mars, Love Story by Taylor Swift came next, Keep Your Head Up by Andy Grammer ,and finally Let Me Love You by NeYo. 

I was sobbing my the time the time the final note played. I was about to shut it off when I heard Harry's voice.

'Wait, before you shut this off, I want to tell you how much you mean to me. How much I care for you. I guess that's it, I love you Anastasia,' and with that he was gone. 

He'd said I love you, it's one thing reading it but it's a completely different thing  to hear some one say it. 

What was I gonna do. 

I put my computer away and hugged Hazza to my chest turning onto my side and drifting off into a not-quite-so peaceful sleep.

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