I'm Alone. Or am I?

When Anastasia is abandoned by her father when he leaves on a "Vacation," Anastasia stars to fall for the curly, dark-haired boy in her class, Harry. But when Anastasia starts to blame herself for her dads absence in her life, does Harry help her or break her heart when its already breaking.

Alternate Universe where the boys aren't famous.


12. Back To School

I got up and started to get ready. I wore a strapless red dress, with a silver belt. I put a light cream blazer over it. I wore my white pumps with the strap over the middle of my foot. I curled my hair and put my black knit beanie with the black cat ears on the top, over my hair.

I slung my bag over my shoulder and grabbed my keys  and locked the door and walked to my car.

I got in and started the car, today will be a good day, I told myself.

I backed out of my driveway and started driving towards the school.

This was for Niall and Louis, I told my self over and over again.

I parked in my usual spot and got out. I walked inside and towards my locker. 

I opened my locker and hung my bag up on one of the hooks, checking my schedule. 

I had English than Geography. Then History. Fun morning. Well except for English, I liked English. 

As I was grabbing my books out some one came towards me and bumped hips with me. 

"You're back!" Lexi exclaimed. 

"Yeah, Louis and Niall convinced me to come back yesterday,"

"You don't sound depressed or sad either!" I laughed.

"I feel better," I had sunk to an all time low, I was now lying to my best friend.

"Good," She smiled at me.

"Well, I better hurry, I got English, on the side of the school," I closed my locker.

"I like your outfit!" She shouted after me and I turned back and smiled at her.

I hurried to English and I sat down just as the bell rang for the class to start.

I sat down and did what I would have done every other day.

I did the work and before I knew it, the bell rang and I was off to Geography.

It went along the same lines for as it did foe English.

And History. 

I ate lunch alone. 

After that I went home. 

I couldn't go to Math class. 

So I went home and planned on apologizing to Niall and Louis when I saw them. 

I went upstairs and set my bags down and changed into what I was wearing yesterday.

Then I went to the bathroom and purged.

What else is new?


Because my life sucks.

Mom gone, never coming back to me.

Dad gone, might never come back to me.

And I wouldn't let Harry make me fall for him.

When he would just hurt me in the end.

After I threw up all that was in my stomach, I stumbled back to my room and fell onto my bed like I would any other day.

I hugged Hazza to my chest and cried.

I had no one. 

Harry didn't count, I couldn't let him break my heart any further than it already was.


I guessed I must of fallen asleep because, next thing I know someone is shaking me awake gently.  


I didn't recognize the voice at first.

My eyes fluttered open and I saw dark curly hair. 

Harry was in my bedroom. 

"Harry? What are you doing here? How did you get into my house?" I was sure I had locked the door before I came up stairs.

"I came to see if you were okay, I saw you at you locker but then you never showed up for Math class, and Niall let me in," 

"Niall's here?" I asked.

"Yeah, he's down stairs, eating I think," I nodded and sat up.

I stood up and a dizzy spell came over me and I stumbled and fell into Harry's arms. 

I looked up and looked right into his green eyes. 

That was my first mistake. 

My second mistake was standing up, but not moving away.

My last mistake was letting him put his hands on my waist and letting him pull me slowly closer. 

I knew what was coming, He was gonna kiss me. 

So I moved away before I could make another mistake.

I put my hand on the wall and moved slowly towards the stairs. 

I managed to make my way downstairs without falling and breaking my face open.

Which wouldn't have been a surprise considering how things have been going as of late.

I stumbled towards the kitchen where Niall was. 


He ran over to me and pulled me into a bear hug. 

He pulled back.

"Are you okay?" 

"Yeah just a little dizzy," I said.

He guided me back up to my room and we sat down on my bed. I put my head on his shoulder. 

I handed him the remote and he turned on the t.v that was in my room.

Harry sat on my other side and during a commercial, when Niall went to go get food, it was just the two of us, alone. Again.

This kept happening.

Why did bad things always happen to me.

"Anastasia?" Harry asked.


"Why don' you trust me?" 

"I only trust Niall. Louis, Lexi, Liam, Zayn and Alexandria right now, and I'm starting to trust Zayn less..."

"Why? Because, he brought me to lunch? Then here where we had our first kiss?"

"No, just, he's not around a lot anymore."

"Anastasia, please,"

"Harry, my heart is to weak right now, and I don't know if it will ever be strong again. My heart can only stand up to so much and loosing both my parents hasn't left it in real good shape. If anything was to hurt me or break me, it wouldn't be able to keep me going..." 

"Anastasia, just listen." 

"Harry, I know, it was in your letter, and on your CD."

"But you don't know."

"Harry," tears were leaking from eyes now.

He cupped my head in his hands gently, forcing me to look into his eyes.

"Look me in the eyes and tell me you can't love me."

"I can't lo..." I got lost in his eyes.

"See you can't even say it."

I hated myself for not being able to say it. 

He still had my head in his hands.

He gently pressed his lips against  mine, it was as if they were barely there. As if he were afraid to break me.

I tried to pull away but his hands held my face there.

It was as if he knew eventually I would melt into the kiss, because I did. 

I stopped struggling and just melted into it. 

He pulled away.


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