Dreaming With Secrets

Harry has an odd, reoccurring dream about some mystery girl. When he finds out that Zayn knows who this girl is, Harry wants to get to know her. Zayn however, doesn't approve of Harry getting to know her. Even against Zayn's will, they get together. No matter how hard Zayn tries, they both push to be together. But when Zayn tries to pull them apart and Bethany ends up right back in her past, can Harry save her and get Zayn to approve of them, or will Bethany's past kill her first?
Includes self harm references/actions, sex, drugs, alcohol, and cursing


44. Taylor Swift


I was sitting on the couch when the Niall and Liam entered the room; both of them looking beyond pissed off.

“What’s up lads?” I asked happily.

“Don’t even talk to us.” Niall snapped, sitting down on the couch with Liam. They turned the TV on and started watching TV.

“What did I do that was so bad?”

“Did you not hear Niall? He said don’t talk to us.” I raised an eyebrow and slowly got up and walked to find Louis; maybe he knew what was up with them.

“You don’t understand Lou…” I heard Harry whimper. I stopped outside his room to listen. “She’s my everything…she’s everything I’ve ever wanted in a girl. Bethany…she’s perfect in more ways than one.”

“No one is perfect Haz…”

“She was though; her flaws made her so beautiful, so perfect. I love taking care of her, I love helping her smile, and I love everything about her- including her past.”

“I know Haz…I know.”

“Why did Zayn have to do this to me…?”

“That’s a good question Haz…it really is.” I quickly walked away from the door, not being able to hear anymore. I just broke up a perfectly happy couple because I thought he was hurting Bethany when in reality, everyone was right all along…I was the one hurting Bethany. I quickly and quietly made my way out of the house and to my car. I hoped in and sped to Bethany’s flat. I started pounding on the door and not seconds later, her friend opened the door.

“I need to speak to Bethany…this is urgent. It’s about Harry.” The girl nodded and went back. A few seconds later, Bethany appeared. Without a single word, even a blink, the door was slammed in my face.

“GET AWAY FROM MY FUCKING DOOR ZAYN MALIK! I WILL FOREVER HATE YOU!” I heard the door lock and I knew I had no chance of getting to her. I felt tears spilling out over my eyes and I quickly wiped them away; what…have I done…?




It had been two months since Harry and I had been forced to break up. I still wasn’t over him and I still cried over him every night. I also still had up all our pictures and some of his old clothes he had accidently left at my flat when he was forced to move out.

I had gotten a full time job at working for Andrea now, Harry and I hadn’t made any contact, I refused to speak to any of the boys, and Chelsea had moved in with me. Louis had gotten a girlfriend, Zayn had gotten a girlfriend, but I heard nothing about Harry or anything about his love life. That though was probably for the better. It might push me over the edge if I knew he found love with someone else.

“HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!” Chelsea yelled at me that morning when I walked out to the kitchen.

“You too love.” I mumbled. Chelsea giggled as I sat down for breakfast. I finished eating and got ready to do some last minute shopping for our house party tonight.

Chelsea and I had just gotten out of the cab by the deli when I saw Harry having his picture taken with people. I decided to go over and see why everyone was screaming at him.

“I’ll meet you inside.” I said to Chelsea, who nodded and went inside. I walked closer and saw Harry holding hands with some other girl. I looked at the girl; she was tall, had long blonde hair…I shook my head…it was Taylor Swift. I gulped as I felt tears start to build. I must’ve been staring for too long because the next thing I knew, Harry was looking at me. His face was full of worry and hurt when he saw me looking. He whispered something to Taylor who nodded. He dropped her hand and started pushing through the paps to get to me.

“Bethany…” Harry said when he reached me.

“I’m happy for you.” I whispered, looking down.

“No, you don’t understand…”

“No, I think I do. You fell in love with someone else…I’m happy for you, really.” I said without looking up at him. I quickly turned away and walked towards the deli. I heard Harry calling after me, but I made no move to turn around to go back to him, or even look at him.

“Are you okay?” Chelsea asked me when I found her inside the deli.

“No…” I whispered. Chelsea gave me a quick hug then paid for all the groceries. She grabbed them, I hailed a cab, and we rode home in silence.  

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