Dreaming With Secrets

Harry has an odd, reoccurring dream about some mystery girl. When he finds out that Zayn knows who this girl is, Harry wants to get to know her. Zayn however, doesn't approve of Harry getting to know her. Even against Zayn's will, they get together. No matter how hard Zayn tries, they both push to be together. But when Zayn tries to pull them apart and Bethany ends up right back in her past, can Harry save her and get Zayn to approve of them, or will Bethany's past kill her first?
Includes self harm references/actions, sex, drugs, alcohol, and cursing


42. Fuck You

“Please just spit it out!” I practically shouted, surprising Simon.

“You and Bethany can no longer see each other.” I fell back against the wall and Zayn was celebrating.

“YES!” Zayn said happily. I felt tears pricking my eyes, unable to even form words.

“I’m sorry Harry, but she’s causing problems in the press and within the band. We can’t have that.” I stood up and walked up to Simon, tears still falling.

“You just entered hell; there will be so many more problems, this time…coming from me.” I whispered before walking out. There was no way I was going to let Zayn get away with this.

“So, how does it feel to lose?” I turned around when I got outside and saw Zayn smirking behind me. I also noticed fans coming up to us but I didn’t think anything of it.

“Fuck you!” I screamed at him, pouncing on him. I started punching him in the face over and over again, watching the blood pour from his face. It made me happy watching his suffer after all he put me through with Bethany. Zayn fell to the ground and I kicked him. “You broke me and Bethany up…you’re going to fucking pay.” I spit on him and walked away, ignoring everything around me.



I groaned and grasped my stomach, feeling sick. That was the last thing I expected to happen, especially coming from Harry. I expected him to be upset but not furious.

“Zayn, are you okay?” I heard Simon exclaim as he helped me up. “What happened?”

“Harry…” I choked out. Simon sighed and helped me back into his office. He sat me down and got me some ice packs while he went to go call Harry to see where he was.



“Bethany…” I whispered, walking into the flat. Bethany turned around from the kitchen counter, smiling but when she saw me, her face dropped.

“Why are you covered in blood…?” She whispered, tears already forming in her eyes.

“Zayn won…I have to move back in with them and we have to break up…” Bethany put the cloth she was using down and slid to the floor, tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Harry…I can’t…I can’t lose you…” I walked over to her and kissed her passionately.

“We will find a way to be together, I swear.” She nodded. “But for now, we only have tonight before Simon is going to let out a story about a break-up.” Bethany started crying even more so I brought her close to me. I hugged her tightly, not ever wanting to let her go.

“Harry…” She asked pulling away.

“Yes baby?” I asked, looking her in the eyes.

“I’m in love with you.” My heart skipped a beat and I pulled her face to mine.

“I’m in love with you too.” I whispered before allowing our tear covered lips to crash together. I picked her up off the floor and led her to the bedroom. We slowly started stripping each other of our clothes, trying to enjoy every last second we had together.



“I can’t get a hold of him; his phone is off.” Simon said, walking back into the room.

“It’s whatever; I can deal with him when he comes back.”

“Comes back?”

“He moved in with Bethany a month ago.”

“Oh…I didn’t even know that.”

“It was only ten minutes away so nothing really changed.”

“I see; we’ll you have a car, correct?”

“Yeah, I do. I drove myself here.”

“Alright well I had security clear out the area so it should be safe for you to get to your car without being jumped by Harry if he’s still out there.”

“Alright; thanks Simon.”

“Anything for you Zayn boy. And just so you know, things better start getting better in the band or you are in deep shit.”

“Things will sir; I promise.”

“You better be right. Not get out.” I nodded and walked down to my car and drove myself home, hoping for the worse.



The next morning, Bethany was up before me already crying on my packs bags. I watched her cry, which only made me cry more. I tried to comfort her but she only pushed me away.

“Bethany…please…I don’t want this…”

“Harry, we’re broken up; please don’t make t his any harder than it needs to be.”


“Please…leave. I know this isn’t your choice but I can’t bear to be with you any longer knowing that we aren’t allowed to be together. I can’t…I don’t want you in trouble.”  

“I will always love you…” I whispered before officially leaving. When I got in my car, the tears really started to fall. I slowly drove home, dreading the moment when I had to see Zayn.    

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