A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair

They say that you don't know what you got until it's gone. but the truth is you know what you had, you just never thought you would lose it.

The memories haunts, they just come screaming at me in flashbacks..... -Niall Horan

I remember everything but the cruelest thing of all is wondering if he moved on. - Vyvonne Lopez

I can't be happy..... it's impossible at this point -Niall Horan

Then he found me.. i can't decide if either keeping him or losing him will hurt more... -Vyvonne Lopez


6. Your Face on a locket

                “Can you help me win him back?” I started to compose myself I have to be strong; I have to win him back. He means a lot to me. He is my world, my everything. I don’t want to lose him at all. I wiped my tears on my cheeks and started to stand up. I can’t be weak. I have to fight whatever it takes. I have to get him from that demon who was pretending to be me. She nodded at me


                 “But for now you have to get better.. It’s a hard fight but I know you’ll win him back; I and Zayn will help you”. She walks outside my room to process my released paper and pay the bills.






*Flash backs **


                “Can I talk to you Vyvonne?” Paul said while we were in the dressing room.


                “Yeah, sure...” I said to him. “Come and follow me, Niall might hear us...” He said, we were heading to the nearest tea house. I sat down in the chair I wasn’t sure what was this talk all about. I am nervous. My instinct was telling me that this talk might turn bad. Paul’s face was too serious. I have never seen him that serious when it’s about Niall and me.


                 “What are you going to tell me by the way Paul?” I smiled at him to hide my nervousness. I can feel that my hand is sweating and it’s shaking. He sat on the front chair facing me. The waiter approached us to take our order, “What would you like to order,” he said. Finally he spoke a word. “I would like to order a Yorkshire tea.” I said to the waiter and give him my sweetest smile. ”Make it two“ he said, “is there anything you would like to add sir?” the waiter said, “None Thank you.” He said.


                “Well it’s about you and Niall.” he said. I look at him with confusion. I don’t understand him.


                “What about us?” I asked him. My heart is beating so fast, for the first time Paul talks about Niall and me. He never says a single word about our relationship.


                 “Well how am I going to tell you this?” his facial emotion was blank. “-Vyvonne as we all know that you’re a famous fashion designer right?” I nodded at him. “You’re beautiful and a sophisticated independent lady right?” I nodded again. His word doesn’t sink into my mind. “Is this a serious matter Paul? Don't go around the bushes Paul, ” I asked him, he nodded. “You have to break up with Niall?” he said whilst look at me.


                “What! No!” as I hear him say that tears are forming on the edge of my eyes that gives me blurry vision.


                “-Why?” I slowly said. I was frozen; I can feel the pain coming from my heart.


                 “It’s for all safety” he said with a lower tone of voice, my tears are trembling down my face. I started to cry.


                “I.... I don’t understand you. Please tell me.” I pleaded with Paul. I don’t want to lose him. I love him and I promise to him that I will never leave him.


                “Lately we have received some death threats from the fans of yours and Niall. You’re in a big danger.” He said. He’s ridiculous. He wants us to break for the reason that they are receiving death threats. I know it’s bad but you can’t blame me. I know this matter is serious. I don’t want to leave the boy I love. The boy who shows me the true meaning of love.


                “No I won’t break up with him.” I said in my hardest tone. I shook my head. “He didn’t tell you right?” he said I am confused. Does Niall keep secret from me? “What is it?” I asked him.


                “When you were in New York he was walking on the street of London some men kidnapped him and threaten him to stay away from you. He said no, so they stab Niall, Niall was rushed at the hospital. He doesn’t want us to tell you. He was also receiving death threats for his fans saying that they will kill you, he hires a secret bodyguard for you, to keep you safe.  If you don’t believe me look at Niall’s scar on his left side of his tummy. Please cooperate Vyvonne. We are only doing this to protect you and Niall. I know you love each other. If you love him stay away from him. I and the management already decided it whether you like it or not you’ll have to break up with him,” He said. He stood up from his chair. I grabbed his hand to stop him from walking away,


                “Please give me some time to say my goodbye to him. Please until his birthday passed,” I said to him. He nodded and walks out the establishment. I was alone there crying, I don’t know what to do. All I can feel is I am hurt. I can feel all my energy have drained out. I stayed there for a couple of minutes to release my feelings then I’ve received a text from Niall


From: Hubby


                 Wifey where are you? I’ve been looking for you everywhere but I didn’t find you! Are you okay? Call me when you read this. Love you. :) 




Tears are forming again in my eyes. How can I leave a sweet man? I composed myself and went to the ladies room to retouch my makeup. If Niall will see me like this he would probably get worried. I don’t want Niall to know what Paul and I talked about I might hurt him, and I don’t want to see him being hurt because of me. I want what’s best for him. I dialled his number and he picked it up


                “Hello wifey, great you’ve called I am so worried that something bad might happen to you. Where are you?" He said on the other line. I cover my so that he could not hear me from sniffing.


                “I was at the nearest Tea House; do you want something to eat?” I asked him


                “Nothing. Stay there, I will go there. “He said with a worried tone. I get it that’s the reason why he is so overprotected to me. He doesn’t want me to go out by myself. I sat down again to wait for Niall to come here. Random thoughts are floating at the back of my mind. If I don’t break up with him he’ll be in danger as well I am. If I break up with I don’t think I can bear the pain, maybe we should talk about this but I know he won’t allow us to parted ways. I can’t imagine life without Niall...  


                “Hey what are you thinking?” Niall hugged me on my back. I can feel that tears are forming at the edge of my eye; I don’t want to cry again. I don't want Niall to see me crying. I hold my tears back.


                “Nothing, Hubby I missed you and always remember that no matter what will happen I will always and forever love you. Understand that? I said to him. It’s hard to hold back your tears it’s hard to pretend in front of him that I am definitely ok. When the truth is I’m not.


                “That’s so sweet of you but wifey no one in the entire universe, even you can exceed my love for you. I love you more than I love food, I love watching you sleep more than I love watching derby.” He hugged me tight and I can feel the tears from my eyes is falling,


                “Can we go home hubby, I’m tired and I want to spend the whole night with you just us.”




Another day has passed. I am not ready to leave Niall, his birthday date is nearly coming. Last night I found out that Paul was saying the truth; I saw a scar in his tummy. When he was asleep, I open my laptop   I’ve also researched about the incident. As I’ve read the article I was frozen. Why does Niall keep all that? We promised to each other not to keep secrets.


**End of Flashback**


I remember everything but the cruelest thing of all is wondering if he moved on. I wiped the tears on my face and composed myself. Anna will be here any moment now. I don’t her to see me cry again I have to be strong and pretend to be strong.


                “Are you ok? We have got to go now our car is waiting outside.” Anna said. She picks our things and went outside my room. As I went outside the room I saw different environment.


                “Where are we?” I asked Anna. We were heading at the lobby of the hospital.


                “Where in New York we have to bring you here to be able to survive” she said whilst getting inside the car.


                “We need to go back immediately to London Anna, I must see him to say I’m the real Vyvonne.” I said calmly.


                “Ok next week we’ll go there. Wait I have to call Zayn.“  She said. I hold the locket that Niall gave to me. This is the only thing I have now. I opened the locket and saw his face on it. I smiled and said to myself that no matter what happens I will win you back.

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