A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair

They say that you don't know what you got until it's gone. but the truth is you know what you had, you just never thought you would lose it.

The memories haunts, they just come screaming at me in flashbacks..... -Niall Horan

I remember everything but the cruelest thing of all is wondering if he moved on. - Vyvonne Lopez

I can't be happy..... it's impossible at this point -Niall Horan

Then he found me.. i can't decide if either keeping him or losing him will hurt more... -Vyvonne Lopez

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14. Time is taking its sweet time on erasing

Vyvonne's Point of View

 

"Vy can I kiss you?" He pulled me close and I embraced him back. We kissed each other for I don't know how long. All I know is we're kissing with all our heart. Savoring each other and sharing each other's feelings and when his tongue seeks for entrance I accept him with all my heart. Our tongue met but we didn't battle for domination. Instead, we share, we give, and we express our deepest emotions with that kiss. We've never kissed like this before. This is the kind of that could make you shed a tear, and I did shed a tear because I never felt like this before. He gave me a feeling that he is being gentle and so afraid that he might hurt me. Happiness and pain

 

Both of us broke the kiss and chase our breath. He intertwines his fingers with mine and we walk back to the house. I really can't believe this was all happening right from this moment. It's like a dream and I wish that I would never wake up in this dream because I know the reality will be painful again. Painful as it could be.

 

When we are near the house, he let go of my hand and looked at me. He was looking directly at my eyes. His blue orbs are apologizing for what happened a while ago. I know everything about him I know what he thinks when he looked at me like that. He turns his face and walk away. He let go of me without even fighting, I was left there with mixed emotions of happiness and pain. Happiness because deep in my heart he loves me. Pain because he chooses to let me go.

 

This weighty feeling inside me hurts. I wanted to cry but my tears won't fall. It's hard to deal with this kind of feeling that you have a lump in your throat. As much I wanted to release all the pain I am enduring. I can't I guess my eyes are tired from crying.

 

"Penny for your thoughts Vy?" A husky voice said. He sits beside me. He was always been there for me. How am I able to thank Harry for all the comfort he did to me?.

 

"Do you want to talk about it Vy?" he stated. I looked at him. His eyes were so serious and longing for an answer. I shook my head. I am not in the mood in everything. All I want is to cry and let it out. I am suffocating in the pain I am feeling right now... I lean my head to his shoulder. Finally my tears started to fall.

 

"I want to get drunk to be able to feel his love again. I want to sleep because in my dreams I'm with him. In my dreams he's touching my face and telling me that he loves me. In my dreams I felt love, --his love Hazza." I feel so desperate to have him back.

 

"Wipe your tears Vy, we are going to get what is yours." He said his tone was serious. "You had enough pain... I think it's time to fight for him. To tell him who you are" then he offers his hands to me. We walk together and enter the house.

 

They are all in the living room. As we enter their eyes are all laid on us. I am so nervous. I feel so weak. Tears are forming in my eyes thinking of the thought how will I tell Nialler that I am

"Hubby we should tell them"  the bitch said. She was smirking.

 

"Tell what wifey?" Niall looked at her. His eyes were so confused

 

"Hubby we must tell them the good news" she said and clang her arms to Niall's arms.

 

"What news? Spill the bean Vyvonne" Louis said with his impatient tone.

 

"Nialler and I were going to...." she paused. She looks at every one of us and she looked again at me. Darn i hate her face. I hate everything about her. I’m not mean. I don't want to be mean but I am forced to be mean because of that bitch. She steals everything from me--Nialler and my identity. WHEN PEOPLE GET HURT THEY TEND TO CHANGE WHETHER IT'S GOOD OR BAD. She wants me to play her game. I know I am not good at it but I will try my very best to play her game. -- Stealing game.

 

"Cut the drama say it bit---" Louis said and Ell cut her words "Louis watch your mouth.. Please continue" we are all looking at her. She really loves attention.

 

"So as I was saying Hubby and I were going to have a BABY" tears began to fall from my eyes.

 

"...Hubby and I were going to have a BABY"

 

"...Hubby and I were going to have a BABY"

 

"...Hubby and I were going to have a BABY" it's like a broken record that keep on playing in my mind. Fvck of all I've been through. From all the pain I've felt this was the most painful.

 

"Tell us mate that she was joking" Harry blurt out. His jaw clenches. His fist turns into a ball shape. He was fuming mad.

 

"No mate... she not" Niall said and looked away.

 

"How could you do that to me. All I ever did was to love you. All I ever did was to fight for you. I am the REAL VYVONNE. I AM YOUR REAL GIRLFRIEND... everyone knows that. Everyone was telling you the truth but you tend to believe in that girl. I am trying to understand your situation because I know you have that fucking amnesia. I've tried to endure the pain that you are giving me unintentionally and this is what I will get. Funny how times flies and time is taking its sweet time on erasing me in your mind and in your heart. I had my chance to tell who I am but I was too late. I was too late...." I run away that was the right thing to do. I don’t deserve this. I know I’ve hurt him before but I regret it all.

 

 

I’ve found myself sitting outside the house looking at the beach. My tears are continuously falling out of my eyes. i wish I was numb. I wish I can’t feel this too much pain. I hate myself because I wasn’t bale to stand up for myself.

“Running away was never the solution to your problem Vy, You did it before and now you have done it again” He was standing in front me. I hugged my knees and bend my head on it and cry again.

“He’s having a baby… for the God damn sake. I can’t bear to see his child suffer in our situation. I am weak.” I said between my sobs.

“Sometimes the strongest people are the ones who love beyond all faults, cry behind closed doors and fight battles that nobody knows about. You are not weak in fact you’re the strongest girl I’ve ever known Vy” I felt a warm body that is hugging me.

“Vy it’s not the end of your fight but it was only starting, not because they will going to have a baby you’ll just give up what is truly yours”  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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