A Sad Beautiful Tragic Love Affair

They say that you don't know what you got until it's gone. but the truth is you know what you had, you just never thought you would lose it.

The memories haunts, they just come screaming at me in flashbacks..... -Niall Horan

I remember everything but the cruelest thing of all is wondering if he moved on. - Vyvonne Lopez

I can't be happy..... it's impossible at this point -Niall Horan

Then he found me.. i can't decide if either keeping him or losing him will hurt more... -Vyvonne Lopez

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9. Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long will they wait

“Vy were here” Anna said. I can feel butterflies in my stomach. That feeling that your stomach will turn upside down any moment. My whole body was shaking. My palm is sweating and my energy is being drained. Finally I am back. London I am here.

I am trying to convince myself that EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. I have to be strong for myself and for our love. I have to fight for my identity and for Niall.

I regret being a coward. All I think about is Niall’s safety but I didn’t think about what he would feel. I was so selfish… I can’t forgive myself for letting him go.

“Hey babe over here” I saw Zayn waving at us. His facial reaction was so excited to see his girlfriend. Anna runs towards Zayn.

“Babe, how are you? Oh wait you looked so thin” Anna said then she hugged Zayn. I hate seeing couples hugging and kissing in front of me. It always reminds me of us—of Nialler.

I was stuck like a statue when I saw him—His handsome face, his deep blue eyes, his thin kissable lips and especially his smile. I can feel my energy is being drained. I can feel the butterflies in my stomach again.

He was walking towards me. My knees were shaking in non stop. I was frozen and can’t breathe. He is the only person that I can see. My whole world stops spinning when I saw him his face.

“Vyvonne, hey wifey” he was waving at me. He even shouted my name. The tears are starting to form in my eyes. I though he forgets about me. I thought he had amnesia. My heart is beating so fast it’s like it will explode any moment now. The tears are starting to stream down my face. I miss his voice so much. I want to hug him and hold him tight and never let him go I want to tell him how I love him and how I miss him.

He was getting closer to me. Everything was in a slow motion. Closer and closer he walks towards me. The more my heart beats for him…

Closer…

 

 

Closer…

 

 

 Closer… Then my world suddenly stopped…

 

 

He passed by me and hugged the girl behind me, my world is slowly crushing, and my heart is slowly shattering into a million pieces. I turned around to see them

“Hubby I miss you how are you? God I am so tired” The girl said

“I’m fine. I miss you too. Poor wifey… How’s New York? Let’s get in the car” Niall kissed the girl on her forehead and started to walk. I leave there broken and dumbfounded.

“Hey Vy you ok?” Anna hugged me she saw everything. I was not okay. I am in pain now. It hurts seeing them being together. It hurts knowing that I should be in her place. It hurts seeing them as a lovely dovey couple.

“No. I am not… I know this might be happening but I’m not prepared. It hurts Anna. It's so freaking hurts” I hugged her back and started to cry my heart out to heart

“I am sorry I didn’t know that she was also here. Zayn didn’t tell me, Fix yourself sweetie, you have to act that you’re not affected. Be strong Vy it’s a tough fight.” She was right I should observe the, I should investigate before I will make my move to get him back. I nod to her and we went to the washroom to fix myself.

 

“Hey Li how are you?” He was surprised when he saw me

“I am great love, How are you? You look so beautiful today.” He said whilst hugging me. I miss Liam and his British accent.

“Hey I am always beautiful you know that and Original” I said emphasizing the world ORIGINAL.

“Hey! Vy am I dreaming? You are here?” Louis said his tone was full of excitement; He runs towards me and hugged me.

“Are you okay? How are you feeling? Damn I miss you and you know your carrot pie and carrot soup.” He said I miss Louis so much he was like a brother to me.

“Lou I’m fine, perfectly fine I guess. Where’s El?” I miss El and Dani we used to go shopping weekly and do girl stuffs.

“At the Uni. Studying” He said then Harry showed up and hugged me.

“Boo bear, stopped hugging Vy… I’m getting jealous” Louis said to Harry.

“Shut up boo bear. Hey… Vy… Uhmm... I miss you” He is still hugging me while playing with my hair

“Hey Hazza… My hair you always ruined it “I pouted at him.

“You never changed” then he put his hand on my shoulder.

 

 

“Hey Anna How are you? Long time no see” I heard Niall said to Anna

“I’m fine” She said plainly.

“By the way I would like you to meet Vyvonne my girlfriend” Vyvonne offers her hand to Anna. I can see that Anna puts a fake smile on that Vyvonne pretender girl.

“Oh wait. I would like you to introduce to my friend...” Anna said to that girl.

“VY….” She called me and I went to her.

“Vyvonne I would like you to meet my friend” Anna said I can sense that she is up to something.

“Hi I am Vyvonne Lopez and you are?” I said while putting my sweetest smile on my face. Finally I had a chance to meet my poser. I offered my hands to that bitch. She was sending me a sharp look.

“What a coincidence we have the same name I am Vyvonne Lopez Niall’s girlfriend” She was looking at me like she was throwing daggers at me. I hate her so much. She’s a bitch and a stealer.

“Hi I am Niall” Niall said and offer a handshake to me.

“I am Vyvonne” I can feel sparks when our hand touches each other. The butterflies in my stomach are starting to move again. He was the only one I see. Volts of energy are continually slowing on my entire body. We were staring at each other’s eyes.

“We have to go now the paparazzi might see us” Liam said. Then Niall let go of my hand. Then we got inside the car.

 

Liam was the one who was driving Louis was in the front seat, Zayn, Anna and I was in the middle while Harry, Niall and that bitch was on the back.

It was a silent and awkward trip and that girl is getting on my nerves now. She and Niall was acting as a lovey dovey. God if it’s not a sin to kill someone I might kill that bitch. They were talking sweet thing in non stop. I want to out docked tapped on her mouth to pretend her from talking nonsense. I can’t pretend that I am not affected that’s bullshit. She’s bullshit.

Anna was looking at me and she’s worried. She can sense that I am holding my temper. She held my hand. Zayn and Louis were looking at me with a concern looked.

“Hey guys stop looking at me like that I am okay.” I break the silence that is forming inside the car. That bitch and Niall have their own world.

“You sure love?” Harry said.  I nod to him.

Another long and awkward silence was from inside the car.

“Mate, could you drop us by our flat? Wifey is already tired she wants to get rest” Niall said

“Ok mate” Liam said I know any moment I am going to break down. I lean my head on Anna’s shoulder. I need a break. The tears are starting to fall at the edge of my eyes I can’t hold these feelings anymore. I can’t keep it anymore.

Zayn and Lou were staring at me. They give me a look that questioning if I am okay.

“Mate we’re here” Liam said to Niall, we were in front of the lads flat. He just nods and he picked the bags of that bitch and bid a goodbye to us.

“Are you sure you’re okay Vy?” Liam asked me with a concern tone. I shook my head and started to cry again. I hate it every time that he is the topic my tears instantly fall from my eyes.

“So what’s your plan?” Harry asked me. Actually I don’t have any plan. All I want is to get him back.

“I don’t know. I just want to get him back… to remember me” I said my voice is shaking I am furious with that girl.

“We will help you. I don’t like that girl; she is so clingy and fake.” Louis said.

“We have to make a plan” Zayn suggested.

“Good idea Zayn, so where are you staying Vy?” Liam asked

“At Anna’s flat” Anna was sleeping. I bet she is tired.

“But Anna is staying at our flat” Zayn said while smiling so wide. Great his expression was priceless.

“That’s okay. I bet you missed each other’s company” I said while smiling. I look like an idiot I am smiling while crying.

“Vy… Could you cook us for tomorrow’s dinner? I miss your pasta” Louis said

“- And I miss your cupcakes” Harry said

“Sure… Could I take a nap it’s a tough day for me” I said to them and hold the locket that Niall gave to me

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