Too afraid to love (Ziall, with a little bit of Larry and Payzer)

Niall Horan has been hurt before, but what could happen when he moves out of his hometown to forget, and finds another reason for giving love a chance?

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7. I'm afraid

Hey! How are you?? I'm busy again with school, so much projects :( I did a scheduule so I don't waste my time, so I'll write everyday :)

 

*Louis POV*

Harry and I were talking to Zayn about Niall's bisexuality, and I am pretty sure that he blushed. I don't like that. I love Zayn and Niall, and I certainly want them to be happy, but there's something about Niall that Zayn may not know. Niall has been hurt, and hard.

"Lou!" I heard Zayn say "Why are you so disconnected from our conversation?" "Uhm, I was just thinking that I should call my mom" I replied. "Ok then, so guys, when do you think it's the best time to talk to Nialler?" Z said. "I think you should tell him today, at dinner. Invite him to Nando's or something." Harry said.

Zayn nodded and went outside to prepare everything in the pool. "Hazza, I have a weird feeling towards Zayn and Niall" I told my boyfriend as I sat in the bed. "Why baby?" he replied, while he searched for a t-shirt. "I don't know, you know Ni's story, and you also know how Zayn can be in relationships, it’s just weird" I said.

Harry sat down with me in the bed and hugged me. "I do know Zayn's actions love, but I'm pretty sure that he will be careful with Niall, you can see in his eyes that he loves him" he said. "I know that, but I just feel so protective of Niall, he is like my little brother" I replied. "Ok, if you feel more comfortable, we can watch Zayn carefully and make sure that he treats our little leprechaun like he deserves, ok?" he said hugging me tighter. "Ok" I mumbled. "Now put on your swimming trunks, we are going to have fun, you understood?" he said. "Yes" I said laughing. "I love you" "I love you too" he said as he pecked my lips lightly.

We got dressed for the pool and went downstairs. As we came out to the backyard, I saw Danielle and Zayn talking, and decided to go and talk to them. "Hey guys! Where's Liam?" I asked. "He went to get Niall and then you guys" Dani replied.

 

*Liam's POV*

When Danielle and I were ready to go to the pool, I noticed that neither Louis, Harry or Niall were in there, so I decided to go upstairs to check on them. I went to Niall's bedroom first because it was the one who was closer to the stairs. I knocked the door and there was no response, so I came in. "Hey Nialler why are you still he..." I was speechless when I saw Niall crying. "Niall, why are you crying? Is everything alright?" I said trying to comfort him.

"Liam" he said, looking at me. "You can tell me anything babe, what is it?" I said. "I'm afraid Li, afraid to fall in love with Zayn" he said. "Why? He is cool Ni! I'm certain he won't hu..." "Hurt me?" he interrupted me "I don't know Liam, how can I know he won't do the same thing Holly did!" he shouted. "Niall, calm down, I'm here to protect you" I said. "You can't help me, you have never been cheated on, you have never felt what I did! Imagine that you found one of your closest childhood friends kissing your girlfriend, how would you feel?" he said still shouting.

I was speechless, I knew that Niall was hurt, and I thought that his heart would be healed by the end of the month. It wasn't that way. I thought that I understood his grief, but I didn't knew half the problem. "Niall, I am so sorry that this happened to you, and I know that I can't understand half of it, but you do need to understand that I'm your BEST FRIEND! A best friend that will support you in anything, a best friend who will be there in good and bad, and most importantly, a best friend that loves you and protects you from anything" I said to him, tears streaming down my face.

"I'm sorry for all the shouting Li, but I'm scared" Niall said. “I know babe, but you have to know that I'm with you in anything" I said “Now, are you ready to go downstairs?"  "I don't know, maybe if you give me food, I'll be happy!" he replied.

I laughed and went to my room to get a chocolate I was keeping for Nialler

. When I came into his room again, I found him already in his swimming trunks and ready to go. "Hey Li! I'm ready" he said. "Ok, so you don't want this chocolate anymore?" I said. He nodded and I gave him the brown package, then we went to Louis and Harry's room, but we found out they were already there.

When we went out to the backyard, Zayn ran to Niall. "Hey Niall, I need to talk to you" he said. "Uhm, ok" Niall replied. They went inside the house again, and I sat beside Danielle. "Hey Li, what happened with Nialler?" she said. "Nothing, why?" I said smiling. "You were upstairs for almost half an hour" she said. "Well, Niall is afraid that Zayn will hurt him the way that Holly did" I said.

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