Too afraid to love (Ziall, with a little bit of Larry and Payzer)

Niall Horan has been hurt before, but what could happen when he moves out of his hometown to forget, and finds another reason for giving love a chance?


9. Hospital


*Zayn’s POV*
I woke up in a hospital bed when I heard Niall’s angelic voice , how I loved it! I tried with all of my might to open my eyes, and when I saw his face, I felt the need to kiss his lips, so I attempted to get up. Niall didn’t let me. I asked him to come closer instead, and when he did, I went for it.

“Za..ZAYN!” He said as he pulled away. I looked at him with a surprised expression, didn’t he liked me? He went out of the room running. I just stayed there in complete shock. An hour later, I heard a knock on my door “Come in” I yelled. It was Louis. “Hey buddy! How are you feeling?” he said with a light smile.

“Well, I felt good, but know I’m not” I said sighing. “I know Zayn, but you need to understand Niall, he is just afraid” he replied. “Afraid of what?” I said confused. “Afraid of being hurt again” he said. “But Lou! I’m not going to hurt him, you know that” I said desperately. He just looked at me.

“Zayn, we both know that you have a heartbreaker fame” he said. “Heartbreaker fame? Since when I have a heartbreaker fame?” I said angrily. “Well, do you remember someone named… Johanna Smith?” he said. I did remember her, she was my first girlfriend ever.

I broke up with her because I discovered I was bi and that I liked another guy. She freaked out about the whole deal and invented that I cheated on her. Everyone looked at me weirdly, and I decided to move out from Bradford to London, but why did Niall knew about Johanna? Did Louis tell him?

“I remember about her Lou, but who in this world told Niall about it?” I said “I don’t think he knows Z, but he surely senses that something happened with you” he said. “Is he a psychic or something?” I said laughing. “No” Lou replied laughing “But he is trying to protect his heart from damage”

Niall is different from all the people I’ve met. He is caring, cute and I feel like I can be myself when I’m hanging out with him. I wouldn’t break his heart, I couldn’t. “I won’t hurt him Louis” I said sighing. “I know, but just give him time, I’m sure he’ll understand.”  I nodded; I would do anything for that leprechaun!

Louis and I stayed silent for a little bit, but then Louis broke it. “Can I say something buddy?” he said. “Uhm.. yes” I said. “I think you messed up” he said with a sad expression. “I know that Lou! But I just like him so much!” I said. He looked at me and smiled. “You reminded me of Harry and me” he said.

I smiled too. Harry and Louis are the most perfect couple I’ve seen, I don’t know how they can stay that way, and I’ve always dreamed of having a relationship like theirs. “Really?” I said. “Yes” he replied. I just wanted Niall to feel that way too. “Tell that to Nialler” I said. He just looked at the wall.

“Zayn, what do you feel about Niall exactly?” he said. “I like him a lot, when I saw him in that plane I knew I had to talk to him, and then he came here, and I knew in my heart we were destined to be together, even though it sounds cheesy, I love him” I said. “You mean that?” someone said at the door.

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