Wanted You More

Bethany is top in her class, head-strong, and basically you're definition of a perfect girl but she has no intention of trying to be like every other girl and try to get Harry, the popular, good looking, soccer star, to like her...in fact, she doesn't really like him. But when Bethany is assigned to help Harry get his grades up and he realizes that Bethany is different than everyone else, will Bethany cave into giving Harry a chance or will she continue to stick to her idea that he is a spoiled, stuck up ass?

Includes sex, drugs, alcohol, self harm references/actions, and cursing.


52. Fighting



I went home and immediately went to my bedroom. I took out my guitar and started playing random notes. I couldn’t help it. I had to write out my feelings for her and putting them in a song seemed to be the best option now since she wouldn’t let me talk to her.

I never understood what love was really like, but I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes…

I quickly scribbled it down, knowing it perfectly described how I felt for her. I didn’t know what to do or say, or even how I was going to sing this to her, but it clicked in my head no seconds later- the school talent show. Try-outs were at the end of the week, and for the first time…I was going to show the school what I was capable of doing, and showing Bethany how I felt for her. I needed her to understand how much she means to me…and if embarrassing myself was how to do it, I’d do it a thousand times over.



When I left work, I didn’t even go home; I went to Liam’s. He was surprised to see me, but let me in without hesitation.

“Are you alright?” He asked me as we cuddled on his bed.

“I don’t know anymore…”

“Why don’t you know?” I sighed before answering, knowing this was going to be hard to do.

“I love you, I love Harry; I can’t have both of you and I’ve never been in a situation where both guys liked me back so it’s hard dealing with it. I feel like I’m always hurting someone and in the process hurting myself because I don’t know what I want…” I felt Liam tense up slightly, since I knew he still liked me too, he just wasn’t able to be with me if I liked someone else.

“That is a tough situation, but being single for awhile would be how I would handle it. You can’t figure out which one of us you like more by not doing anything. You need to actually think about it, and in the end, if you pick me, I’ll be more than happy to be with you, but on the other hand, if you pick Harry, I’d love still being best friends.”

“Thank you so much Liam…you are honestly the best friend a girl could possibly have.” I whispered as I dug my face into his neck and continued to cry.



It killed me knowing someone else had her heart. I wanted her to be all mine, but it wasn’t my fault I wasn’t able to keep her. We did break it off last year and I didn’t fight for her back even though I never lost feelings for her. There wasn’t really anything I could do at this point but be there for her and try to be the best friend that I could be to her. Maybe if I was good enough, she’d realize she loved me more…if I was lucky. I knew how much Harry liked her and I hate being in competition for a girl…but Bethany…she was different. Oh…she was very different.



Finished at last; I put all the music sheets and lyrics in a folder and shoved them in a dresser under my boxers. No one could see or hear his until the talent show. I didn’t need anyone knowing about this because if by chance I did get in, I wanted her to be surprised. I wanted her to know that I really do care, even though I don’t know how to show it. For the first time in my life I was fighting…and I wasn’t going to give up just because of Liam- I just couldn’t give up the best thing that has ever entered my life.

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