Wanted You More

Bethany is top in her class, head-strong, and basically you're definition of a perfect girl but she has no intention of trying to be like every other girl and try to get Harry, the popular, good looking, soccer star, to like her...in fact, she doesn't really like him. But when Bethany is assigned to help Harry get his grades up and he realizes that Bethany is different than everyone else, will Bethany cave into giving Harry a chance or will she continue to stick to her idea that he is a spoiled, stuck up ass?

Includes sex, drugs, alcohol, self harm references/actions, and cursing.


74. Apologies and Reasons

Bethany sat down with Bradie exact opposite of me. I was staring at her and everyone, including her, noticed.

“Please stop fucking looking at me.” She said, glaring at me.

“Can we please talk about this…?” I whispered.

“Can I chop you’re fucking dick off first?”


“Then no; we can’t talk. Why don’t you go shove your tongue down Lex’s throat instead? You’re really good at that.”

“Bethany…please…” I felt tears start to build and the last thing I wanted to do was cry in front of her.

“Don’t say that to me. You’re the one that fucked up. You’re the one who pushed me away. Don’t even start with me.”

“Can I just say one thing?”

“What could you possibly have to fucking say to me?”

“Can I tell you in private?”

“No. If you want to say something, you can say it right here.” I sighed and took a deep breath.


“Oh my fucking god; I’m this close to walking away unless you just say it.”

“I’m in love with you.”



I dropped my fork into my salad. I looked up at Harry with my mouth wide open.

“Excuse me.” I stood up and walked away, leaving everything but my books and purse. There was no way I was letting him get to me again. He hurt me once, he’ll hurt me again. I walked to the bathroom and sat down in a stall, staying there for the rest of the lunch period.



“You threw her there mate.” Louis said. “Too bad you didn’t mean it.”

“Are you fucking kidding me?!” I slammed my hands down on the table and I felt everyone turn to look at me.

“No…?” Louis said slowly.

“I’m so madly in love with Bethany that I can’t even function! I can’t play soccer, I can’t pay attention in class, I can’t talk at home…all I do is cry…tell me I fucking lied to her! Yes, I hurt her, but I’m still so in love with her that it hurts me! All I want is to hold her one last time, tell her how much she means to me, and just hope to fucking god that she believes me and takes me back! Don’t even tell me I didn’t mean anything I said to her! When I said I loved her, I meant it. Every damn thing I said to her…I meant; including that I’m in love with her!” I grabbed my stuff and stormed out of the lunch room, unable to handle myself anymore.



I video-taped all of it. Every word Harry just said, I video-taped. I snapped my phone shut and went on a hunt for Bethany. I had to show her what he had said about her. I fucked up big time in Harry’s life, but I knew the only way I would be able to have him as a friend, I would have to help him fix his relationship with Bethany.

“Bethany?” I whispered, walking into the bathroom closest to the lunch room. I heard soft sobs coming from a stall and I knocked on it.

“Who is it?”

“Lex…” The stall door opened slowly and she was giving me the death glare.

“What the fucking hell do you want?” She demanded. I was taken aback but I pushed the fear aside and took my phone out.

“I wanted to show you this…” I played back what Harry had said to Louis, and when it ended, Bethany was crying even more. “I know he fucked up, Bethany…but it was my fault. You know Harry probably as good as me, and you know he’s a huge sucker for tears. I played him and got him to do it. It wasn’t his idea, I swear.”

“Yeah, but he still did it.” Bethany whispered, sounding vulnerable and hurt.

“Please…he’s a guy, Bethany; he’s my best friend…or…was…”


“He refuses to talk to me since I broke you guys up.” Bethany nodded and looked down. “I know it may be hard, but I know you still love him…I can see it in your eyes. At least…forgive him?”

“I can do that…” I smiled and gave Bethany a quick hug that she didn’t even return…not that I blamed her.

“Okay well…see you around.” I waved and quickly walked out of the bathroom, leaving Bethany alone. 

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