"What the hell Sidney!" He yelled. "Why the fuck did you go home with him! And why are your clothes and hair disheveled! What'd you do with him!" I didn't reply I just looked down at me feet unable to look at him in this state. Next thing I know I'm pushed up against a wall with Harry holding my two wrists above my head with one of his hands. This position seems to be very common between Harry and I. I still refused to look him in the eyes as Harry went on "You're mine! Okay?You do as I say. When I ask you a question you answer. Understand?" I quickly nodded yes.


7. Chapter 6.

Sidney's P.O.V

When I got outside I reached in my bag for my phone to call Jake until I remembered Harry took it. Damn. It was raining really hard, So instead of going back in and getting my phone I put my jacket on and started to walk home. I turned around to see the restaurant lights getting smaller and smaller. I hugged my arms around my shoulders trying to bring warmth to myself. I saw lights appear from behind me and turned around to see a car following me. I began to pick my feet up faster not knowing who the driver of that car was. As I sped up so did the car. Oh My God! Was this some sort of rapist or something? I heard someone yell something from the car but I didn't dare to turn around.

"Sidney!" The voice became clearer and sounded familiar. I glanced behind me to see who was yelling my name. I let a sigh of relief flow over me when I saw Cameron driving the car. I went to the passengers seat and opened the door then quickly hopped in letting the warmth flow throughout my whole body. "Why in bloody hell are you walking outside by yourself at this time of day while it's raining for God sake" He yelled. I didn't reply I couldn't find my words and my lips seemed to only tremble since I was still freezing cold. "Answer me!"

"W-Why should I?" I finally was able to croak out "I mean you obviously don't give a shit about me! if you did you wouldn't be embarrassed of me at school" I screamed while getting into his face.

"What are you talking about, Sidney? You're the one who doesn't talk to me at school you have this weird thing in your head where you think you'll ruin my reputation but I don't care! I just care about my best friend!" Cameron said in a low whisper. A smile crossed my face as I took his last words. He embraced his arms out as I went in them with my face buried in his chest and his chin on the top of my head.

Cameron's P.O.V

"I love you" I whispered in her ear as I played with her hair. 

"I love you too" She mumbled into my chest. I smiled when she said that then sighed realizing she doesn't love me the way I love her.

"So are you going to tell me why you were out here so late?" I asked

She explained all of it to me, from the moment she got to school this morning until she stormed out of the restaurant. When she told me about Harry making her kiss him my grip on the steering wheel tightened I couldn't believe what she told me! Jealousy filled throughout my body.

"I'm so sorry" I kept repeating to her she would just nod. When we go to her house she invited me in and I took her up on her offer. I saw Jake waiting in the Living room, he just glared at me and told Sidney to go to bed when she went up to her room he turned back towards me. 

"You're pathetic" He spat 

"Excuse me?" I asked

"You call her your best friend yet you never bothered to defend her while she was getting bullied leaving her to be by herself!" He yelled into my face. I couldn't take in what he was saying so I stood there frozen. "Do you know what she has done? She's tried to commit suicide and you didn't give two fucks did you?" 

"S-S-She what?" I said while a tear nearly escaped but I wouldn't let it.

"You heard me, now get out of my house!" He screamed. I became angry.

"You aren't any better you could have stopped it too I mean you're her big brother" I told him before walking out of the door.

Sidney's P.O.V 

I changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top. I went to my bed and hid under the duvet wanting to forget what had happened tonight. I was nearly asleep until I heard taps on my window. I went over to it and opened it then looked down to see where the sound was coming from but I wasn't very happy to find him standing there with pebbles in his hands. It was Harry. 

"Please, let me explain" he said with his husky voice. 

"There isn't anything to explain you're an ass end of story"  I told him 

"Well I have you phone can I at least give you that?" 

"Go to the front I will be there soon" I said before walking down stairs.

When I opened the door there he was standing in front of me starring into my eyes. He handed me my phone and I quickly took it. While I was about to turn it on Harry pushed me up against the wall while kissing my neck. I wanted to scream but then I would wake up Jake and he might kill Harry if he saw what he was doing. Harry kept kissing my neck until he landed on one spot that made me moan I regretted it as soon as I saw his famous smirk plaster on his face. He started kissing that spot again then he sucked causing me to moan again but this time a little bit loaded. He then started to bit as he sucked which was painful.

"Stop! Please." I begged as he backed away

"I'll see you soon" He smiled and kissed me on the lips I tried to pull away but I was backed up against the wall so I couldn't move. I just sat on the floor holding my knees up and crying. 


When I was back upstairs my phone began to constantly vibrate I saw I had 4 unread texts all from unknown. I looked at the first one and it read 

Unknown: I saw you with my man you whore!!! Go kill yourself no one wants to see your trashy fat ass at school!  

I tried to hold back the tears but I failed. The other three were nearly the same. Did people really think that of me? Maybe I should kill myself! I went to my night stand and pulled out a blade. I pressed it against my wrist as I took a deep breathe and pushed it down harder causing blood to gush out. Then I took it up to my neck and pushed as hard as I could, Blood was every where and I could hardly breathe.This was it. My life. No one needed me I'm just a waist of space. I started to go farther into my neck until my vision went blurry and I dropped down to the ground not able to move then everything went black.   


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