Love In Autumn

Autumn is your average lesbian trying to find love. She isn't a boy trapped in a girl's body. She is a girl. And she wants a girl. But does a girl want her?

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1. To Be Loved

Walking around school almost hurts seeing all these posters for prom.

 

I probably sound like an average teenage girl sobbing about prom, but it's my last prom, and I have no one.

 

Last year I went with Sarah, she looked absolutely beautiful.

 

Her brown eyes sparkled as the lights came down, showing the sparkles blinking on her tight silk pink dress. Her heels made her as tall as me, which is why I wore flats.

 

She left in the middle, just totally ditched me for Ryan Anderson, the "hottest guy in school" turns out she wasn't even bisexual or even experimenting. She was dared, and got paid fifty bucks for going to prom with me.

 

I cried until junior year ended because of that.

 

Now she moved and Ryan could care less about what or who I do in my free time anymore.

 

I guess I'm not ugly, or not necessarily pretty.

 

Yes I'm a lesbian, but I'm a femme. 

 

In other words, I'm girly.

 

A lot of younger guys ask me out thinking they have a chance.

 

Sometimes I mess with them, saying sure and on a date come out of the closet.

 

It is kind of funny,

 

but it's an absolute terrible thing to do.

 

There's only a  hand full of girls that like girls in senior class, but I feel as if I'm the only one.

 

No one wants me.

 

And all I could ever want is to be loved.

 

Kissed.

 

Cuddled with.

 

Slept next to.

 

Held.

 

But I don't have anyone.

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