Love In Autumn

Autumn is your average lesbian trying to find love. She isn't a boy trapped in a girl's body. She is a girl. And she wants a girl. But does a girl want her?


17. Her Everything

"There's more..." Nick said quietly.


"I attempted to.. I uh.. Attempted.. I.. I tried to kill myself." she said even more quieter, her tears ran faster down her face.

She needed love.

She needed my love.

She needed me.

"Nikki! Why would you do that to me? Why would you try and leave me?!" I cried.

"I've been waiting for an excuse since me and your brother broke up." she whispered.

"Why would you do such a terrible thing?"

"Because, well, I don't matter." she buried her face into my shoulder.

"I need you! I won't do it ever again, I promise!" she said and put her arms around me and squeezed tight.

Her warmth.

Her love.

Her everything.

"How did you do it?" I tried to say without breaking down.

"Well tons of different ways ran through my mind. But I took a bunch of sleeping pills to the point where I was unconscious, not sleeping. But I woke up." she said, as if it was no big deal.

"Not 'but I woke up' it's 'thankfully I woke up'"

"Yes baby, if I didn't, I wouldn't have you then." she finally smiled after saying that.

God, her perfect smile.

Braces are so attractive.

Well on her they are.

Braces are so attractive on her.

Her smile is so attractive.

She is so attractive.

She is so perfect.

"I love you so much Nick. I am so fucking glad you're still alive. I don't know what I'd do without you, you're the one. You are the one. And my only. I swear to you, that is how I feel. I don't care about anything, as long as we are together. But you have to stay okay, you need to stay here no matter what happens. Life has it's ups and downs, but that doesn't mean you should end it. If you have any problems, concerning anything, I'll be here. I guarantee that. Maybe I won't agree with everything, but I sure as Hell will listen. Baby, please stay with me. After you graduate we can get married. And have a house of our own. And have dogs and cats and fish. And we can adopt children. Imagine being with each other all the time. Sleeping next to your body makes me feel whole and loved and I love it. I love you." I say.

"I love you too, Autumn. I do. And I will stay, especially because I can't wait to marry your ass." she said goofing around.

I tickled her.

She laughed.


And the rest of the night was as if nothing bad happened.

I love her.




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