My Brother's Best Friend

Jasmin Smith is no one special to the eyes of the public. A normal pretty barmaid at a pub, a talent for singing and a flat in London. But not too long ago, Jasmin received some horrible news. Her twin brother, her other half, James has passed on, and she is now alone.
Jasmin and James are originally from Holmes Chapel, and James's best friend was no other than Harry Styles. The two boys lost touch when Harry started getting whirled around in the famous life, but even after all the time that has passed, Harry is devastated at the news of James passing away. When he and Jasmin meet by chance, he makes it his mission to help her recover after the great loss she has suffered, and perhaps recover himself with her help. He feels it is his duty towards James to protect and shelter her, but never did he expect that those feelings should grow much stronger than that.

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38. Chapter 35

Chapter 35

Harrys POV

Her hand moved up and down his arm in a friendly manner and I know she doesn’t think of it any other way but its killing me. Seeing her being like this in front of me it’s just…painful. I don’t know why but seeing her with anyone else apart from me just feels wrong even though she’s not doing anything, just touching him, hurts me. I wish she would realize that…

My palms begin to feel a little sweaty, I put Maria down onto the counter and tell her ill be back in a minute. I have to leave, I can’t stand here and watch them act like that and if I stay any longer I know im either going to end up beating the shit out of Kristian or crying and both of them don’t look like very good choices. I start to make my way towards the door feeling in my pockets for my keys but its not there I probably just gave it to Jas. Ugh and its raining outside, the rain drops pattering against the window I sigh and push open the door. Still under the shelter of the building I lean against the brick wall and allow a few tears to come out, no ones here anyway, and the rain hides them.

“Harry?” Shit, Jas followed me. I don’t respond, hurriedly trying to wipe away at the tears before she notices. “Hey, whats up?” She comes and stands in front of me tiptoeing to look into my eyes but I look away unable to retain my emotions in any longer.

“I just wish you wouldn’t do that in front of me.” The tears are belligerent to fall out again as I tap my foot against the tar concealed pavement,

“Do what?” she struggles to grasp a hold of my arm but I shake her off, the anger building up from the reminiscence of seeing her with Kristian,

“Act like that with Kristian” I can’t stay mad at her, she’s too naïve to notice what Kristian’s doing.

“What’s the matter with you Harry?  Why do you get so angry about Kristian all the time?” I can sense her becoming irritated as her small diminutive hands curl at her sides making her look even cuter.

 “Because I love you. “ It’s time to tell her once and for all. “And I don’t just mean that you’re my best friend, and that you’re my favourite person on earth, and that we’ve shared so much with each other. I mean that I love you. I fall asleep thinking of you, I wake up thinking of you. I can’t stop, and it’s driving me nuts because I know that you don’t feel the same and that sucks!” I ramble “It hurts! And it’s always been like this! I had the biggest crush on you when we were younger. I had head over heels fallen for you, and you never fell for me, and now I’ve fallen for you again, and we’re doing this weird dance and it never leads anywhere! I’m so sick of it! I just want you, Jas. I just want you to stay with me. I want you to be exclusively mine, and I want you to let me love you, because I’m going to whether you like it or not. But if you would just let me, it would be a hell of a lot easier.” Though I have a lot more to say I just have to hear her respond first. Her inquisitive eyes examine mine as she takes a deep breath.

“Harry…”

“Look I get it. You don’t want to repeat the past. I understand. But I will never, ever, do to you what I did before. And I will never do what your parents did. The thing is Jas, being near you, but not with you, it’s killing me. It feels like it’s killing me. But being away from you is so much worse.”

“Please Harry just li-“

“I just want us. Real, actual, us. Like a real relationship. I love you Jas, I really do. I want to take you home to Holmes Chapel, and act like my family’s never met you before and introduce you as my girlfriend. I want-“

“Just shut up Styles.” With that being said she leaned in to kiss me. Our lips connected and slowly moved against each other she separated away for a second “I love you Harry” She was looking straight into my eyes.

“ and I love you Jas” Our lips reconnected and this may sound cliché but I could hear fireworks,

When we parted it was as if we were caught in a daze, which was until Maria came to ask if we’re okay and tell us off because we shouldn’t fight and try to eat each other’s faces because it upsets her.

 First time ive felt true happiness in a long time, I finally get to call this beautiful girl mine. No more thoughtless games. No accidental kisses. No bullshit. Just us. Me and my girl and our beautifully twisted lives.

 

 

AN: Sorry its short and probably really crappy but I just have a lot going on right now so I just want to apologize to the readers and my amazing co-author for being patient. I love you all. By the way the book will be ending soon unfortunately as much as ive loved writing this all good things must come to an end. Okay enough sappiness, happy reading x x x

-FoodIsGood

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