Just An Idiot ~Liam Payne~ *TEMPORARY HIATUS*

You know what people say about Love Hate Relationships? Yeah, well, they're true. You fight like a married couple, yet find yourself making up both apologizing. It's a stupid thing actually. The funniest part was, it started with an accidental kiss.


22. Chapter 19

Okay I know I'm terrible. I haven't updated in since Friday and I'm a shithead. Please don't call me a shithead... But, I had a headache Sunday - Monday and on Tuesday I was very busy with shopping for some necessities. So my apologies, guys. - Melody







I silently cursed to myself as I stepped into a puddle of water. For the past few days, the weather mainly consisted of rain and - well - more rain. I hadn't heard from Quinn for a while, but I kind of had an idea why. She called me a few nights ago saying that Makyla had introduced her to the youngest member of the 1D crew, Harry Styles; I knew his name wasn't Henry! So, my guess had been she's been occupied by that fellow.


Liam had yet to talk to me since the night of our semi-confession. I mean, to be honest, I'm not quite sure if I want him to contact me. He completely poured his guts to me and all I did was say "I don't hate you with every fiber in my being". Who the fuck says that to someone? Not only that, but then I had the audacity to actually kiss the fucker! Well, it wasn't exactly an innocent kiss either. 




5 nights ago ****


I pushed my lips to his in an semi-innocent way, not really caring if he thought I was lying. His mind registered what was going on as I stepped closer to him than I was before. Liam pulled me closer to him while he slipped his arms around my waist. The kiss started gentle, until he decided he'd had enough of being gentle with me.


His hands moved down to the back of my thighs and lifted me off the ground, earning a surprised squeak from me. He set me down on the back of his car and stood between my legs. All the while, his lips never left mine. The feeling of Liam's tongue invading my mouth made me open my eyes, were we really about to make out on his fucking car?


"Morgan!" My eyes widened at the voice of my mother. Liam pulled away, panting slightly, and turned to the source of the interruption. It was safe to say, neither of us were happy about stopping what was going on.


"Shit," I cursed as I hopped off the back of his sports car and turned to him. "I should probably go.."


Liam nodded as I turned back to walk away, "Wait, that's it? I can't give you a kiss goodnight?"


I froze in my spot, "That wasn't a goodnight kiss?"


He held my wrist and turned me to face him, "No. But this is."




Present Day**


I felt a few raindrops fall onto my uncovered head as I crossed the empty street. As I progressed towards the shops, the rain only got heavier. As frustrated groan escaped my lips as I ran under the safety of a bus stop. 'You couldn't wait until I got to the store, rather than pouring on my head halfway there?!' I mentally screamed at the now tropical-storm-like rain. 


A few cars passed by as I sat under the glass shelter, this day wasn't getting any better for me. I grew anxious as an unfamiliar car parked in front of the bus stop and a tall figure stepped out. "Morgan?"


A drew in a breath sharply as the figure sat next to me, "Morgan, do you need a ride?"


I turned to see the puppy-like facial features of Liam Payne. He sat quietly, waiting for my answer that I probably wasn't going to give him. At the moment, now that I was seeing him, I felt like slapping him. He hadn't called, texted, and he didn't try to have any form of communication with me. Now he expects me to get into his damn car with him? Yeah, no, not going to happen.


"Hello? Anyone home?" I turned my head to glare at the older boy.


"Fuck off, Payne." His expression changed from playful to hurt in seconds.


"What did I do this time, Carter? Seeing that we're apparently on a last name basis again." He muttered as the hurt washed away and was replaced with confusion.


I shook my head, if he didn't know then I wasn't telling him. Who basically makes out with a girl and then doesn't call or do shit afterwards? Players who couldn't give a shit about a girl, that's who.


"Are you going to answer me, or just sit there looking like you hate me?"


I stayed silent as the boy just sat there with no clue why I didn't want to talk to him. "Is this what you do to every girl, Payne?"




"Do you make out with them on top of your car after a weird ass confession that you know they'd like to hear? Do you give them a cute goodnight kiss and not talk to them for 5 days making them finally realize that they're nothing but a damn game to another fucking celebrity who couldn't give a shit about them?" I spat angrily in his face.


"Woah, what? You're angry because I didn't contact you?" He mused.


"No, I'm pissed off because you're just how I expected you to be. And to think I believed your sweet boy act." I growled, rolling my eyes at him.


"Well, after you walked away that night without so much as a goodbye, I'd think you'd know why I didn't call you." He countered, an annoyed edge in his tone. "Do you really think I didn't want to call you? I confessed to you for fucks sake!" 


My eyes widened at the cuss word that fell from his lips, but he obviously didn't care all that much about what he had said. I opened my mouth to fire something back at him, but he beat me to it. "Don't say anything, Morgan. Because every time I see you I'm the one who listens to you. Now it's your turn to sit down and listen to me. I wasn't lying when I told you that I liked you, that I wanted to kiss you. I wasn't kissing you for the fun of it, and if you think I was well your mind sure is fucked up. Listen to me Carter, I had no intention of just leaving you to think that I used you, because I didn't. But, when a girl walks away from a guy after he gives her a goodnight kiss, and she doesn't even turn around to say goodnight or wave goodbye it doesn't leave a good impression."


I brought my gaze down to my feet as he talked. After a minute or two of his "ranting" I heard him sigh, "I don't want you to think I'm using you for my own selfish needs okay? I'm not a cruel person."


I nodded, feeling as if I was going to cry. I don't know why I wanted to cry, but at the moment I needed to fucking cry. 


"Morgan, I care about you. I like you and I don't want you to not like me. I really do care about you and your feelings, I'm not just here for the fun of it. I'm here because as much as you have annoyed me in the little time we've known each other, I can't help but come back begging for you to like me back or for you to at least acknowledge me."


My eyes began to water as I looked back up at the porcupine-headed boy, "Remember how I said I didn't hate you with every fiber in my being?"


Liam nodded, looking a little bewildered by the fact that I was struggling to hold myself together, "Please don't tell me you hate me with every fiber now."


Shaking my head I smiled with a few tears slipping down my cheeks. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't sad or anything, I was overwhelmed with the fact he actually sounded genuine, "No.. I just wanted to let you know that - that it's my twisted version of saying 'I like you too'."






Okay, HEEEYYYY! It's been a while! Like, 4 - 5 days huh? I haven't left, I was just - well there's an explanation on the top so, if you didn't read it go read it now. 


LOVE YOU - Melody xx


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