1. in my time of dying
I hear you laugh over there,
whispering the nasty words you're gonna tell me soon.
Year after year, this has been going on,
yet I don't speak of it.
The pain filling my body word for word
as I grow even more speechless on your command.
I close my eyes an think of a happy place far away
but as soon as they open back up
I'm left here out of words and pushed over the edge
where my secret of pain will lie with me forever.
This was as far as you could push me,
out of words to cry for help.
I said goodbye one last time with your words torn into my body
where it forever will remain.