What to do

When Rachel goes to a party with her friends and ends up kissing Harry, zayn, Niall, Liam, and Louis(the 5 most popular guys in school) her life turns upside down. who will get her? (In this story the boys are not one direction)

Complete book.


21. im not....

raes POV

i smell pancakes... lou must have gotten up and made some for me. i smiled and opened my eyes, the second i did i remembered that im at ryans, and he...... oh god. i jumped from the bed and tried to find my clothes, i quickly got dressed and grabbed my phone. how am i going to get out? i looked around his room and saw that the door was closed. i looked around a bit more and saw a big window leading onto a balcony. i quickly ran out of that and looked down off the balcony, were on the third floor so at least a 30 foot drop. i felt a flood of adrenalin and swung over the railing i dug my toes into the cracks between the bricks and slowly started scaling the side of his house. when i got 10 feet from the ground i pushed off and landed safely.

"hey!" i looked up to see a pissed off ryan starring at me. i broke into a run and heard a door slam closed. i ducked into an alleyway and hid in a trash bin, i watched through the wholes in he wood as he ran by. not daring to breathe. i quickly hopped out and ran o the road, hailing a cab and telling them my address. i need time by myself

*ring* 'hello?' 'rae!!! omgmygod i was so worried.' i smiled. lous always there for me. 'love, when are you going to be home?' when he asked my heart sank. 'i-i-im not.' i stuttered *bbbbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp* i pressed end. he hung up on me. this is what i didn't want to happen, i didn't want to fall hopelessly in love with 2 bestfriends and ruin both the relationships. i got out of the cab and walked into my flat. i walked to the bathroom and grabbed out a razor, its been forever but i need to feel pain. i pressed it to my wrist watching the blood pour out f it. i smiled and sat down in my bathtub. it will stop bleeding soon.


louis POV

'i-i-im not..' i felt the tears fill my eyes. i pressed then end button and dropped the phone. i need soone to talk to. someone who knows what im going through. ill call zayn. he loves rae too. i texted him asking him if i can come over. i waited but he didnt reply. whatever ill go anyways.


"zayn?" i called as i stepped into his flat. i was hit with the scent of alcohol and smoke. laced with something sweeter. i walked into his living room and saw him passed out on the couch surrounded by empty cans and vodka bottles. on the table was an ashtray, a pack of ciggarets and about five rolled joints. that explains the sweet smell.

"zayn, mate. wake up. now." he moaned and rolled over ignoring me. i walked into his kitchen and filled a bucket with water. i walked to him and dumped the water over his head. he jumped up swearing at me.

"zayn... raes not coming back to my flat. in fact i have no clue where shes going or is." his face changed from angry to slightly happy and worried.

"lou mate." he put his hand on my shoulder. "i love her so much i cant bear to be sober anymore" i looked up at him, he really is a mess. i grabbed at joint off the table and light it. inhaling deeply.





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