Piece Of My Heart

Mollie Maloy is just a normal girl caught up in the dream of moving to london and becoming a photographer, But when her dream comes true everything may change along-side her passion.

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18. Am I what I think?

I have avoided most conact from Harry for the past week. But it's been rough being a burden at Louis's and Eleanor's flat. I only told them we got into a fight but Eleanor is smarter than that and expects worse I imagine. When I left a few days ago I wasn't thinking and didn't grab any clothes for my stay and today it seems I must return to the hell hole and it's keeper. I love Harry still but every time he touches me I freak out or shiver. I thought about telling him but he would have to live in regret for the rest of his life but i doubt that. Louis cooked us breakfast and cracked a few jokes trying to make the dimples return in my cheeks... Hasn't happened yet.

"How ya holding up?" Eleanor asked politley.

"Fine I guess."

"You need a hug!"

She said leaning over aross the table clinging to my sides but I jumped at the contact. I don't feel completly right when people touch me anymore it only reminds me of that night. Yeah I've had a few bad dreams but I still can hold a grudge, but for how much longer? El looked surprised at my actons and shook it off I faked a smile to show I was okay but I am not. We ate breakfast and watched about ten minutes of spongebob when I started feeling sick. I ran into the bathroom and propped my head over the toilet. My stomach felt as if it would nearly burst. After the disaster I assured everyone I had just picked up a virous at the market, but I know better. I put on my clothes from yesterday and grabbed my purse and ran out the door. I got to the pharmacy just at opening and grabbed two small boxes and hid it under my arm so no one could see as I payed for the pregnancy tests. This happened to my mother with me and I can't let history repeat itself. I decided to take the test in their bathroom instead of Louis's beause I can't risk them seeing it. I pulled it out and read the diretions and after I used the first one I closed my eyes and opened them real fast to see that it said positive.

"Positive?" I called out.

I pulled out the next one and did the same exept I took a few deep breaths to calm my nerves. Positive..... It read positive.

"I'm pregnnt" I recited in a low tune.

With that my body shut down making me remember saturday night in little flashes and I began to cry. I'm pregnant with the child of some boy who doesn't even want us anymore. I bent down to throw up once more. Not from nerves, not from the flu, but indeed from morning sickness.

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