Tell Me A Lie *Discontinued*

*THIS STORY MENTIONS TRIGGERING TOPIC LIKE SELF HARM AND SUICIDE. IT IS POORLY WRITTEN AND AS THE AUTHOR I DON'T RECOMMEND THIS STORY AT ALL*

Everyone is back. Relationships will be added. Relationships will be broken. You may think everyone is having an amazing life but things change that must be kept a secret. Especially when you can't break a marriage. Especially your own... (SEQUEL TO LOVES A CRAZY THING)

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51. Talking And Yelling

Genifer POV

"I'm gonna go to my room." I said nervously.

I quickly went to my room and locked the door. What was I thinking? Kissing Louis Tomlinson. I can't fall for him. I knew it would end bad. Ugh why is life so complicated? Then someone knocked on my door.

"Hey Gen? I think we should talk." I heard.

Louis was outside the door. I slowly walked to my door. I finally opened the door and let him in. We stared at each other for a little but then both of us sat down on my bed facing each other. We both stayed silent. I couldn't figure out what to say exactly.

"Listen. About the kiss... You don't have to date me if you don't want to. I know I pained you and I hate myself every day for it. I'm still sorry but I understand how you want things." He said.

"Louis. I really like you and all but I'm not sure what to do anymore. You're great and all but I don't think I might be able to trust someone like that again." I replied.

"I understand that Gen. If you ever feel ready for another commitment you know I'll be waiting. If I've waited this long I can wait longer if you don't want to date me." He said.

"But the problem is I don't know if we will ever be back together. You really are amazing and anyone would be lucky to have you but maybe just not me." I said sadly.

"You know I still love you, right?" He asked.

"You remind me everyday." I said half smiling.

"I'm just gonna go back to the living room." Louis said.

"Alright." I said with both of us standing up.

Before he left my room we gave each other a hug.

"Thanks for understanding." I said.

"Anything for you." He said still holding me.

We actually stood like that for a few minutes. No talking just silence. Not an awkward one though. It was nice being with him like that. We finally both let go and he walked out to the living room.

Louis Tomlinson POV

I walked into the living room and saw Aria sitting on one of the couches on her laptop.

"Are you living here?" She asked.

"No," I said "just staying for awhile."

I started to look through my phone. I began to look at my home screen of Gen in the jersey. I smiled at the thought of her actually being Genifer Tomlinson.

"Are you dating her?" She asked.

"No. Not exactly. She isn't really sure if she's gonna take me back." I replied.

"Do you think she'll take you back?" Aria asked.

"I don't know. It seems like she likes me again but she isn't sure about committing herself to me again." I said.

"Does Nicki know all about this." She asked.

"No. I don't think so." I replied.

"She might not like this." Aria said.

"I'll try to talk to her about it. She's probably coming over here anyway so might as well just tell her that I want to date Gen again." I replied.

Then the door opened and in came Nicki.

"Hey Aria. Oh. Hey Louis." She said.

"Can I talk to you Nicki?" I asked.

"Sure." She said a little unsure.

We walked into an empty room.

"What do you want?" She asked a little annoyed.

"I wanted to talk to you about me and Gen." I replied.

"Continue." She said.

"I just wanted to say that if she gives me a chance I'm gonna take it and I won't hurt her." I said

"How could you be sure? You hurt her already." She said with a 'you won't get her' look.

"I love Gen and I'm planning on keeping it that way for a very very long time." I said giving her a 'I will end up with her' look.

"Yeah if she actually bothers to actually take you back." She mumbled.

"Well did she tell you that she actually MIGHT take me back and that she actually LIKES ME?! Likes me so much she danced, kissed, and hugged me with no problem WHAT SO EVER!" I yelled without thought.

"Oh really?" She said giving me an evil glance.

"Yeah! Why don't you go ask her?!" I yelled.

"Well fine!" She yelled before walking to Gen's room.

Gen and Aria probably heard our screaming by now so I went to the room with Nicki.

"Tell Nicki that you actually like me and you might take me back!" I half shouted.

"Is this true?" Nicki asked.

Gen slowly nodded.

"Since when?!" Nicki shouted.

"For a few days." Gen said quietly.

"What happened?" Nicki asked.

"He sang to me, danced with me, loved me." She said trailing off quietly at the end.

"And hurt you." Nicki said.

"But he loves me!" Gen half shouted standing up.

"For now." Nicki mumbled.

"I will love Gen forever!" I yelled at Nicki.

"Who's to judge if I actually did love Louis? Maybe I do love him! But I don't want to be judged because I might love the guy who hurt me before. Yeah I'm still mad but that doesn't mean I can't like him!" Gen yelled.

"I'm not trying to judge you! I'm trying to help you!" Nicki half shouted at Genifer.

"Help me not really REALLY like someone?!" Gen practically yelled.

We all stayed silent.

"You like me?" I asked.

"You like him?" Nicki asked.

Gen didn't answer. She walked closer to me and hugged me. 

"Yes. Yes I do." She said almost silently.

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