Made for eachother

Have you ever wondered what love felt like .. When 18 year olds Briana and Justin meet it isn't all peaches and cream , justin is in a bad boy phase where there is smoking and drinking involved , can she change his ways and turn him out to the boy everyone knows and loves or will he continue on the path that is going to lead him to death ? what happens when ex - girlfriends , fame , health , and police get involved in everything ? Can they continue the path there on or will everything come between the two! Read more to find out

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44. Chapter 42

 

Briana's POV 

I walked into my empty house and locked the door behind me 

I was going into a panic attack 

I was breathing heavily , my heart racing fast 

photos of my father appeared in my head . if i didn't let anyone know fast . it was a rap 

i heard a knock on the door 

Jaden and the girls stood there looking nervous . FUCK 

 

I wiped my tears and swung open the door trying to act normal 

bri : hey guys , what happened 

i asked forcing a smile 

miley : ummm bri . jaden's movie premier 

bri : FUCK . im sorry jaden ! Im gonna go get ready 

taylor : you look a little stressed ? 

demi : and why are your eyes red , are you OK ? 

madison : it looks like you have been smoking 

 

The word smoked triggered a sence in my brain 

bri : excuse me 

i quickly turned so no one could see the tears fall from my face as i raced upstairs 

 

I ran to the piano room. the one room i thought and hoped no one would find me and i would be left alone until the reminding tears dried on my face 

 

I qietly shut the opening door with music notes on the front and made my way to the piano 

my fingeres pressed down on the keys as i started to sing 

 

Warrior ( demo's song on her album ) 

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

 

tears were shedding from my eyes like a waterfall as the flashbacks came back 

a little girl asking for her daddy 

i felt a hand on my shoulder 

jaden : you know overtime you sing you take my breath away bri , its like you feel the music  . i swear i could listen to you play your music for hours and would still ask you to keep singing . is that an original 

 

I looked at jaden my eyes piercing his . and i nodded 

bri : yeah it is , i wrote it at the age of 13. i was emotional 

jaden : and you still are , but the thing about you bri is you don't like to let people know what your feeling so we can help . me , cody , twist , fredo , ryan , chaz , demi , miley , madison , tyalor ... Justin ! we're not here to tear you down but to help . i understand if you don't wanna tell them whats going on but tell me . please i wanna be there 

 

I swallowed hardly knowing he was right .

bri : did you guys ever notice that i don't have a father figure in my life . i don't or never had a male figure to look up to . some one to call daddy . someone to take to school when it was Father's day . since i was born my mother has played both rolls in my life . i've learned to deal with it . to let myself know that everything happenes for a reason . but that not the problem ! when i was about 12 my mom decided to tell me why exactly i didn't have a father like all of my other friends . my biological father was a drug dealer as well as an addict . He sold drugs and did them ! A month before i was going to be born ... my mother ... she told him he had to chose ... me or drugs ! she didn't want him in my life if he was still doing those kind of things i was an innocent baby . he chose drugs and walked out of my life 

 

i stoped talking  jaden stood there shocked while a few tears slowly made there way down his cheeks 

I stiood up know getting mad at the idea . i had to get it off my chect . i started screaming 

 

bri : ( screaming ) HE CHOSSE DRUGS OVER ME JADEN .... LIKE I WAS NOTHING ! HE WANTED DRUGS TO RELIF HIM WHILE ... I WAS SUFFERING ! 

 

The girls ran in the room hugging me 

yet they didnt say a word . im pretty sure they were listening outside the door 

from the corner of my eye i saw jaden . he was panting and sobbing as he got up and punched the wall 

jaden : can we have a minute guys 

miley ; sure 

my four girl best friends made there way out of the room shutting the door behind them

 

he looked at me , touching his hair 

jaden : you know a girl or anyone for that matter has made me that emotional in my life 

just know every guy in your life loves you .. and i mean it 

 

i nodded and out on a real smile .. thats cause i was actully happy that i got it off my chest . once and for all

 

bri : ur my best friend jaden i love you and i meant it . now let me go get ready for after earth 

I ran upstairs knowing i only had a short time to get ready 

 

I changed into a beautiful long black dress . that was cut on the lines with a slit at the bottom to show my long leg 

( the dress Selena wore at the 2011 billboards ) ... I grabbed my makeup and did a blackish smokey eye 

and i ran downstairs but i saw a familiar face standing at the door ... my boyfriend 

 

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