-- I shot my eyes closed and then opened them facing the mirror as if i was someone else. But no, it was really me, Cynthia. Since the accident that took away my adopting parents, my life changed. no, not for the worst, but for the best. i admit that this sort of "new me" brought me some troubles, but i am pleased with it, and fully satisfied for living at my other half's side, Niall.


12. i wish i didn't (part1)

cynthia's pov :

he shot the door roughly behind him and got us to the car.before he drives, he asked me : "why you didn't tell me ?" "because, Liam's your best friend and i dind'nt wanted to screw it up between you..i'm sorry...he said he would get over it and i promissed him i won't tell you because i kina predicted what would have happined.." "oh sweetie...i'm so glad you thought that way !" i just smiled shyly. then he turned his car and drove to the airport. once arrived we got our tickets and waited for our plane. we didn't waited long when we heard a voice annoncing or trip to wales. the trip wasn't too long but i fell asleep on niall's shoulder the whole trip. when we arrived to Wales, we got to a hotel and went straight to our room. there was a king size bed in the middle of the bedroom. i landed on it and closed my eyes. it was confortable. after that, my body bonced alone on the bed. i turned my head to my right and found niall laying next me.i smiled at him and he got his face coser to mine. he gently pressed is lips against mine and placed his hands on my cheeks. i shoved my hand in his hair as he started kissing with more passion and allowed his tongue to enter and explore my mouth. i know what he wanted, but i wasn't ready yet . i love him, and yes, i want him to be my first, but just not right now.

niall's pov :

i needed her,, so bad. but i knew she wasn't ready. i didn't wtanted to force her to do any thing. so i just let go things as they are and let her when she's ready. it was about 6:00 pm and we were exausted that day, so we fell asleep. the next morning cynthia was still sleeping, i went to the kitchen and prepared some pancakes. when she woke up and saw it,she hugged me tight then kissed me gently on the cheek. when we finished eating, and after a small conversation we discussed about today and desided to go for it. go for her parents. her pasther every thing. she didn't wanted to waste any time, so one we finished, we got to the car and got to the place. it didn't took us time to find the house,it was 9;00 am. cynthia took my hand and walked towards the door. she pretty brave and knoked the door than rang the bell without hesitating. but i can tell she was a bit shaking. a young lady opened the door. i was shocked. she was a copy of cynthia. i'm sure she's her mum..but, too young to be a mother! that's when i remembered that her mother was 16 when she braught her to the world. now every thing makes sense. anyway, selena, was as shocked as i was..after a moment of silence, both of the girl's eyes were filled with tears. selena greeted us and asked us to coe in. there was no need for introduction since we all noticed the recemlance between them.

cynthia(with watery eyes) : " why you did this to me? how could you? why you never came back?"



selena: "i can explain..."

cynthia: "explain what? how you left me or.."

and selena interrupted :" no..i wanna tell you why...look...i'm sure that this old woman now told you every thing since you know my father edward, couldn't keep you a secret of his parents, so he told his mother, and barely he finished his sentence, his mum got a heart attack and died the next day. and since that moment, he thinnks that you're the reason of his mum's death. once  tried to go and visit you but i failed, and he said that if i ever try to do this again he was going to kill me. i don't think he would, but he would leave me."

at selena's words, cynthia ran and hugged her. i'm glad she was understanding

and forgave her mum. It’s not selena’s fault any way.

Cynthia’s pov:

Finally, Mum. All those years I was forbidden of saying this world. All those years I heard children calling their “Mums” while I couldn’t. After a large huge I gave her, I asked: “Where is Edward??? I want to face him, at least see how he looks like…” Selena, or should I say, mum, sighted than affirmed sadly:

“Edward and I had a fight yesterday, he got very angry so he left and didn’t came back yet…”

As soon as mum finished her sentence, the door barge and a tall man was standing by the door. It was him. I looked at mum and saw her terrified. She was clearly telling me with her eyes that it was Edward, and obviously, trying to convenes me to leave. But I didn’t. I couldn’t.  Not now. Edward wasn’t as smart as Selena. He didn’t knew me. He looked at his wife waiting for an answer so she told him… as soon as he knew how I was, he came towards me and wanted to slap me on the face, but Niall was there for me and held his hand… Edward got angrier and tried to slap Niall for his action…

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