Secrets, Lies & Love

Sutton is a normal girl...When her parents die, she goes to her only family she has, her uncle. I know what you're thinking her uncle. Can't be bad...It's Simon Cowell. I know, well she begs him for a party, and well, she gets it. His clients One Direction show up,. and one starts to fall for her. But when Mr.Cowell comes in the way they keep their love hidden, and secrets form, but as new lies and secrets form, something starts to break...


51. Home sweet home

Sutton's P.O.V

"Zayn I..." My breath wouldn't hold. My words stopped. Nothing would come out of my mouth. YES! I tried to shout. His grip loosend. His eyes lightend. "Ok, I see." He said letting my hand fall. He got up and walked out. Tears filled my eyes...

     It's been 4 weeks, boys are back on tour, and I get to leave the hospital this morning. I still have nightmares, and talk in my sleep, but I didn't care. My stomach wound wasn't all healed, but I know it's gonna leave a scar. Some cuts had healed, but I still looked horrible. Nothing changed, Zayn and I didn't talk...I would text the boys once in a while, but things felt distant between all of us. I don't even talk to El anymore, rarely..I miss the boys terribly. I can't stop thinking of them. I felt like I would never talk or see them like I use to. It sucks, I cry myself to sleep because of how I miss Zayn. I feel like I tore his heart out, by not answering him, I couldn't and no one understands, I can walk but slowly. Pain still echos through my body, piercing me.


    It was 9 am and Simon was signing me out, my dad was waiting in the lobby, and I couldn't wait to see him.

   "Ok, Ms.Cowell, you're free." The tall blonde nurse smiled nicely at me. I thanked her and walked, very slowly out of the room. I saw Simon and dad waiting nervously for me. "Dad..Simon?" I whispered, their heads whisped in my direction, tears fell from Simon's eyes as he helped me stand. "I've missed you so much." He said gripping me so tight I felt like screaming. I hugged him, and sinced at his tightness. "I'm sorry." He said pulling back. "Baby!" Dad hugged me, cuts and bruises on him as well. Faded, but noticeable. "I am so sorry! I will never leave you again." He hugged me. I cried into his chest. I know, I mean he has hurt me, and I know he has done some bad things but when you don't see your dad for 11 years, you still love and miss him.

    "Let's go. I have something at him for you!" He smiled at me. I nodded and laughed.

  We were in the car, I was upfront and dad was in back and Simon driving. I was still missing th boys. Simon asked about them. I didn't answer as tears streamed from my eyes hitting my legs. He nodded seeing it was a touchy subject. My heart raced and body began to shake. The thought of seeing Zayn again killed me.

    "Duck, um...Your dad was thinking about staying here, in London. He wants to buy a house you two can live together." Simon said smiling, and I studied his side profile. I sighed, "no." I stated. He frowned his eyebrows. "I don't want to move. I want to stay with Simon." I said abrubtly. "But he's your dad." Simon protested, trying to make my dad happy. "I don't care. You've raised me for 11 years. Doing so much for me. You are like my dad. I can't thank you enough. He shows in my life, I don't care. He tramatized me for life. I can't stop thinking about when I was 9 and the past weeks. So no. He is my dad. But I don't wanna live with him. He's just trying to relive the past 11 years he's missed." I barked. "I understand." Dad said sharply. "I am 20 years old. I can live by myself." I added. "You can." Simon chuckled. "I think I want to." I said quietly. "We can look for houses, or flats, this week." He said glancing at me. I nodded feeling grown up. My own flat? That's mental (crazy)!

    We got to Simon's house.

  We got out of the car and I said good bye to my dad. "You can always visit me." He smiled hiding tears. "I will. Same with you!" I giggled letting go and walking into the huge house with Simon.

  We got inside and I was starving. "I'm hungry!" I whined."There's food in the fridge." He said pointing at the kitchen. I rolled my eyes and stumbled to the kitchen.

   After eating I felt exausted, it was about 11am and it felt like pm. Ah I'm so tired. I layed on the couch as Simon went to work in his 'office' "sure you're ok Duck?" He asked agian. "Fine, go. I'ma watcha some T.V some X-Factor!" I winked at him. He laughed leaving the office door open.


    It's Tuesday, and Simon and I are looking at Flats.

  "There's one by these nice boys." The lady said pointing out some places. That's the boys' flats. "NO!" I said feeling sick to my stomach. "Next." Simon chuckled changing the subject.

     I haven't talked to them in ages. It feels like I didn't even ever meet them. I see them tweet all the time, and I see them on tour from YouTube, and I want to cry. Seriously, I can't take this..

    She showed us around town and to some small flats. I didn't like them. Then we came to a flat that was perfect. "Here." She smiled opening the door. It was perfect. "Perfect. Simon can I have it?" I asked him. He sighed. "Yes. If you want it." He said feeling bad, that I was leaving, but hey, I'm 20.

     After he signed and everything, all we had to do was paint and move. I was so excited. "Duck.." Simon trailed off. "Huh?" I asked sitting on the floor of my flat. "You're growing up so fast." He said in a loving way. "I know. Isn't it great?" I giggled. "No, I'm gonna miss you." He said helping me up. "I know Si, but you can  always visit. I'm 15 minutes away." I reassured him. He nodded, I knew he was about ot cry. "I have a job interview for you at Jack Wills." He said. "No, they wear Jack Wills." I said fast. "Duck, you have to forget them. Move on." He said. I nodded knowing he was right...

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