Over Again - Sequel to Why Me?

The next thing was all a blur. An ugly face coming out of the darkness, a swinging bat and the shot of a gun...
Everything went black....

Those were the last words of the last chapter of Why Me? Please read xoxo

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20. Lost in Thoughts

Chloe's POV

I ran home, lost in my thoughts and in confusion. I was always looking down at my phone. It hadn't changed from Zayn's contact profile and it was burning a hole through me, yet I couldn't force myself to go away from the page.

I ran through the door and shut it tightly. I slid down the back, panting and running my hands through my hair. Why did I walk out like that? He had done what I asked him to but I had this sick, jealous feeling in my stomach. Why was the thought that that should be me, running through my mind continuously.

After a few minutes, I staggered up and collapsed onto my sofa. I breathed in and out, in and out until I was breathing normally again. My phone buzzed suddenly and I fell off the sofa. I scrambled around desperately trying to find my phone which was still buzzing.

"Yes," I muttered and snatched my phone from under the sofa. I flipped it over and I let out a sigh when I realised that it was from Amy. "Hey Amy," I said, trying to sound more cheerful than I actually was. "Why did you leave Chloe? You just left without telling me anything!" she shouted outraged.

I chuckled slightly," it's fine Amy. It was just... I had to go home, there are some personal things that I had to deal with and stuff, er, family." She didn't say anything and I was becoming anxious, twiddling my thumbs nervously. "Fine, I don't believe you and I am definitely sure it has something with that person you didn't want to see."

"Look, I will tell you some other time but I can't right now Amy. I promise I will but please, I have to sort things out," I breathed. "Of course, I understand. Will you be back tomorrow?" I had to go back, I needed the money but I wasn't sure if I would have the strength to go there.

I would always be looking around, checking for Zayn. I wouldn't be able to think properly. "Er, yeah, maybe," I mumbled. "Please Chloe! I was stuck with that slut Steph or something, she was driving me insane!" "Fine, fine. I will come," I said sighing.

"Thank you so much Chloe! I hope everything works out and whoever was giving you problems, stops because you don't deserve them," she said honestly. "Thank you Amies, that means a lot," I said. "I hope so, now gotta go, see you tomorrow!"

"Yup, bye Aimes," I said and chucked my phone onto the coffee table.

Zayn's POV

I stared out the window of our hotel room. After Chloe had gone, the boys and I had left Starbucks and gone back to the hotel. The boys were making something to eat but I was just sitting on the window ledge. My phone buzzed and I immediately looked down but sighed when I saw it was Perrie.

I had ignored her last 3 calls and I could tell she was either worrying or was getting pissed off. I breathed heavily and answered it. "Er, hey Perrie," I muttered. "ZAYN MALIK! Why the hell weren't you picking up your phone?! I was worried sick!" she shouted outraged.

"I'm sorry Perrie, I got, er caught up with things," I mumbled, hardly able to think straight with Chloe coming straight into my mind. "You could have at least texted me?!" "I'm sorry Perrie, I will make it up to you. I was just caught up in some personal things with, um, old... friends."

It pained me to say 'friends' but it wasn't going to make this situation any easier by saying 'my ex-girlfriend who was hit over the head and can hardly remember me apart from random flashbacks she sometimes has but I still love her even after she left a year ago'.

She huffed," fine. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to burst out at you like that, I was just worried. Normally if you are in rehearsals, you turn off your phone but it wasn't turned off and you weren't answering. I don't mean to be protective," she said.

"Don't worry Perrie. I know how it is," I said reassuringly even though I was lying. I had no idea 'how it was'. "Thanks Zaynie, I'll call you later, ok?" "Er, yeah," I mumbled. "Bye babe," she said. "Bye," I muttered and through my phone on my bed.

I felt bad to be going out with someone else when the person I truly loved was right there but I knew that Chloe didn't want me to love her. I was still wondering why I was chasing her but even I knew that. I couldn't give up, not now.

I had just seen her, spoken to her after a whole year of everything changing for the worse. And I knew, even if she couldn't remember all that we had and who I was, I couldn't just forget her and leave her when I had just found her again.

I didn't want things to be over again.

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I am SO sorry that this is short but 1). I wanted to end it there and 2). I was running out of time. Literally, while writing this author's note, I have about 2 minutes and I knew I couldn't write more. But I promise that the next chapter will be longer!!

I know that was kinda a filler chapter but what do you guys feel about Perrie? BTW I have nothing against Zerrie, I think that they are so cute together!!!

I am breaking up in 2 days!! Aaah, holidays!!! SO excited!!! What are you guys doing for the hols??

So I hope you liked it and please, fave, like and promote!!

Love you all so fricking much!!

Mina xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

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