Over Again - Sequel to Why Me?

The next thing was all a blur. An ugly face coming out of the darkness, a swinging bat and the shot of a gun...
Everything went black....

Those were the last words of the last chapter of Why Me? Please read xoxo


16. Letters

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Chloe's POV

The song was racing through my mind, the same lyric flying through my brain. "Now I'm nothing." What did Zayn mean by this? I wasn't sure who the song was about but I had an inkling that it was from the girl I had heard about in my flashback.

My eyes diverted to the small bag in the corner of the room which I had packed. I was leaving. I had caused enough pain and it was time for me to face my problems by myself, no matter how much pain it put me through.

I glanced at the pad of paper and biro which was sitting on my bedside table. I took a deep breath and reached for them both and started to write.

Dear boys,

By the time you are reading this, I have gone. I have gone for reasons that you may or may not understand but I left for a very important reason and I won't change my mind.

I wanted to thank all of you for helping me for the past few weeks. Even though I can't remember half of it I know that I couldn't have asked for more. I'm sorry that I put you through so much pain. I'm sorry that you got hurt and I am mostly sorry to Zayn and Liam.

To Liam.

I don't really know what to say. After that kiss I was sad because you said all those things but now I know that we would never be good together. You love your girlfriend and I want you to forget about me and what had happened. I want you and Zayn to figure something out and regain your friendship because it is not worth it, breaking you friendship over me.

To Zayn.

You don't know how bad I feel. I know that before I lost my memory that you would have been everything to me but after all that has happened, I hardly know you anymore. Whoever that song is about, I want you to make her happy. You deserve her and please don't waste time, mourning about me.

I am not worth it because I made your life miserable. Please stop loving me because it only makes my heart break everytime I look at you. But I want to thank you to the world and back. You have saved me countless times and I would probably be in hell right now if it wasn't for you.

I'm sure I loved you but now I just seem distant from you. I am so, so sorry for kissing Liam. I didn't know what I was doing and I didn't mean to hurt you. Liam was just there to listen to me when you were not. Please, go find some other girl who really loves you.

To all of you. I hope you all have amazing lives after this and please, please forget about me. Just carry on and live life. I doubt that we will ever cross paths again but if we do, I hope to see you all happy and hopefully you won't recognise me.

I'm sorry.

Chloe xx

Tears dropped onto the paper and stained the sheet. I wiped my face and looked out my window. It was  dark and the boys had gone to bed. At least Zayn, Liam and Niall had gone to bed. Louis and Harry were watching a film but I doubted that they were still awake.

I slipped off the bed and grabbed my bag. I pulled on my coat and fingered the letter. I shut the door quietly, careful to make no sound and crept down the stairs. I took one last look around the house and more tears slipped down my face.

I went into the kitched and placed the letter down softly. I looked into the sitting room and Louis and Harry were fast asleep, Louis legs on Harry's lap. A small smile etched onto my face and I went to the front door. Just before I stepped out and left the boys world for ever, I turned round.

"Goodbye," I whispered and closed the door.

Next Morning

Zayn's POV

I walked groggily down the stairs, tripping over my own feet so I was now lying flat on my face. I groaned loudly and held onto the banister, lifting myself up. I walked into the kitchen and saw all the boys, silent and crowded round a table.

I walked over and the boys heads instantly cocked up. Their eyes widened and flashed with dread. "What's happened?" I asked. The boys were silent and avoided eye contact with me. "What happened?" I asked louder and stronger.

"Read this," said Liam, passing me a piece of paper. I eyed him. It was the first time we had spoken to each other since we had got back and by his tone, I wasn't sure it was a good thing. I glanced down at the paper and immediately recognised Chloe's handwriting.

By the time you are reading this, I have gone. I dropped the paper from my hand and tears burst out of my eyes. "Zayn, I'm-" But I interrupted Niall by running out of the kitchen and back to my room. I slammed my door shut and kicked my bed.

The bed moved slightly but it didn't bring down my emotions. I turned to the wall and punched it. Blood ran down my knuckles but it didn't hurt me, it didn't hurt me like Chloe was hurting me now. I punched the wall again and collapsed on my bed, staring up at the ceiling.

I was like that for ages, just staring at the ceiling, tears staining my face. I don't know how long went past but after a while I heard a soft knock at the door. I paused before saying," come in." The door creeped open and Niall's head poked out.

"Hey Zayn," he said softly. I didn't answer but sat up, my eyes hanging onto the piece of paper which Niall was holding in his hand. Niall came in and closed the door. He paused before walked slowly towards me and sitting down next to me.

"I think you should read this," he said, handing me the piece of paper. I knew it was the letter which Chloe had written and it caused me so much pain, just reaching for it. Niall stayed there while I read it and I was glad he did.

Every word I read which she had addressed to me caused my heart to break into a complete two. She didn't know that the girl she had heard about in her flashback was her and now she asked me to make her happy, yet it seemed that I was never going to see her again.

How was I going to find another girl when my heart was torn in two? No other girl would be able to mount up to what Chloe was because Chloe was my life.

The Night Before

Chloe's POV

The freezing air gripped me and held me in a huddled position as I walked the streets. I could hardly see and it was only the occasional street lights which helped me. I was shaking with cold, fear and sadness. Everytime I took a step I felt as if I was leaving the only person who had made me feel good about myself.

Zayn. No matter if I couldn't remember him, I knew he was a part of me and even though I asked him to forget about me, I knew I was never going to forget him.

Suddenly, I started shaking harder, pouding in my head and I felt myself fall slowly to the ground.

I woke up feeling much better. I felt safe somehow, weirdly, I never felt safe. I looked down and saw someones hand covering mine. I followed the arm right up to the face and realized that it was Zayn. What was he doing here? I slipped my hand away from his and I felt a little less safe, it was as if as soon as I touched him that I felt much safer, that he could protect me.

I started to shake more as I came in and out of flashbacks.

"I can see in your eyes that you have had a bad life, been through things that you shouldn't have been through and that's just one reason why I am here. I care about you, you are kind, nice, funny and you need someone to care for you and that's why when you are allowed to leave, you are coming with me because there is no way you are going back home. My home will be yours."

The pounding continued and I tried to figure out why Zayn was saying these things.

It was so nice to be in Zayn's arms again. I didn't know how much I had missed them.


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P.S. I watched Woman In Black for the 3rd time and I am freaking scared every time!!! Every time the woman comes out, I always expect Daniel Radcliffe to bring out his wand and shout "STUPIFY!" or something!!!! Haha :p






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