I'm really not sure...

My name is Abby and I'm am Louis Tomlinson's girlfriend... i think i can't remember anything from the past um 3 years to be exact. Why? I think i was in a car accident but no one has really told me. Oh and by the way who is Louis Tomlinson?


11. The past and the start of a good future

When I got home I locked my door to my bedroom. Liam kept knocking trying to get me to come out but I never responded. Abby was remembering then forgeting. I called the hospital to check on her and they said since i left she had a couple spells where she remembered. But seconds after forgot. I stared out my window, wishing this was just a dream.

   I remember everything about her. How she was insecure. How she used to make fun of how long i took to do my hair. She used to do her make up every morning. I would tell her she was beautiful but she never believed me. (*FLASHBACK*) We were in the hotel, at Liverpool visiting her parents. She was in her normal skinny jeans and sweat shirt. Her hair flowed like a brown river down her back. She was doing her make up, and I was telling her to stop. "Abby, don't do your make up today! you look so beautiful already!" She looked at me through the mirror. "Lou, stop. You have  to say that! You're so silly!" Her smile made my so happy. "Abby, you're the silly one! You look beautiful and I don't have to say that!" Hse just giggled and continued to do her make up. (*END OF FLASHBACK*) I wish I could still tell her that. I wish that I could say I love you and we would go back and forth telling each other we loved the other more. She always won when she said 'I love you most' then I would kiss her. Why am I so stupid! If I was more careful! I want to go back to that night. I want to be able to take a different road, she would be ok if I had. This is all my fault! Then, I punched another hole in my wall.



When Louis left I was very confused. He had asked me if I remembered. I said yes because I remebered him, and what had happened since my accident. I thought that was what he meant, but it wasn't. He was really upset. I felt so horrible. I accually wanted to hug him right now. It's weird right? I was defenetly warming up to him. I wish he would come back. When he left he was crying. If only they would let me drive, not that I know where he lives. Or do I? I don't know anymore.

   That night I dreamed that I was getting ready to go somewhere, Louis wasn't there though but he was supposed to be. I looked for him for what seemed like ages. I found him, but he was beaten. He had cuts all over and two black eyes. I ran to him and hugged him crying. He didn't move though. Then I woke up. I pretty sure that wasn't a memory, just a nightmare. Louis was sitting in the chair when I woke. I smiled when I saw him. He smiled to. I did something that suprised me and Louis after that. I ran to him and gave him a hug. It felt so good. We sat there for a while, just hugging. When I let go I looked at him, he was smiling. He was so beautiful. "Louis I had a dream last night that i found you in an alley. You were beaten to death I think. I was just yelling at you to wake up but you didn't. That was the scariest dream I have ever had." I was in tears now and Louis was holding me. "Well it wasn't real, I'm here now." I could tell he was happy now. That made me hug him even longer.

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