I'm really not sure...

My name is Abby and I'm am Louis Tomlinson's girlfriend... i think i can't remember anything from the past um 3 years to be exact. Why? I think i was in a car accident but no one has really told me. Oh and by the way who is Louis Tomlinson?


16. I love her/ Have a nice life without me!

Louis stayed for most of the day. We talked like normal. But I couldn't help but notice he was a little off today. "Louis, are you ok?" His smile faded but quikly reappeared. "I'm fine! I just had a bad dream last night." He seemed eager to change the subject so I didn't ask about it anymore. He had moments where he would look at me and frown. He quikly after hugged, as if he was afraid I would disapear. 

   He told me he had to leave early that day. It was maybe four in the afternoon, he usually didn't leave until seven or eight. I told him to stay longer but he wouldn't. "I have to... record a song today with the boys. I have been gone for a while and they need me there." I frowned and looked at him. He looked nervous. "Are you lieing to me?" He plastered a fake smile on his face. "Oh course not!" I gave him an unsure look, his smile dampened just a tad. "Ok then. Bye." his smile went back to normoal. "Bye beautiful, I love you." I just stared at him, he was lieing to me.



Yeah, I was leing to her. But i couldn't do anything else! It was either tell her I wasn't coming back, or lie. I didn't want to say goodbye, I would have cried. Maybe it wasn't the best way to go. I should have just told her the truth. I couldn't though because, I was threatened. If I didn't stop going to visit her, someone would hurt her. It was probably a nother crazed person who thought I could love no one. I couldn't risk her getting hurt though. I had all ready done enough. I hoped she wouldn't be sad, I know I would. I couldn't hide from her in the same town, I already found a place in Ireland. That was far enough. I was going to leave as soon as I left her hospital. Everthing went as planned. As  the plane flew over the town, a silent tear slipped out of my eye. Goodbye Abby, I love you.



I hoped everything was ok. He left so suddently. Oh well, he'd be back tomorrow like always. It was only five now, i had nothing to do. I ate dinner early and went to bed at six. I didn't fall asleep till around ten. When I woke, Louis wasn't there. Where had he gone last night anyways? H would most likely be back sometime during the day, I'll just wait. Hours passed, Louis still didn't show up. I called for my mom. "Yeah Abby?" She looked concerned. I have never called for her before. "Do you know where Louis is?" She just stared blankly at me. "Didn't he tell you? He moved to Ireland, I don't know how long he is going to stay though." My mind went numb. I sobbed. How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me! "Abby are you ok?" I looked up, my mom was still there. "Go away!" I screamed through my tears. My heart was broken! I layed down and cried. The tears wet my hair. It was over, he was gone. No more smiles or laughs would come from my mouth. I will never be able to forgive him. I hope he never comed back!

  I cried myself to sleep that night. I woke up but never got out of bed. My mind slowed down and I could no longer see straight. Everyone looked like Louis. I kept hearing him laugh, but I knew he wasn't there. I don't know if I can go on. He was the only happiness I had left in my life. He had broke me, I no longer wanted to live. He was the only thing worth living for anyways. I did love him! Why couldn't I tell him before! Maybe he wouldn't have left. If he came back, I would never forgive him. He had lost all my trust. Goodbye Louis, have a nice life without me!



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