I'm really not sure...

My name is Abby and I'm am Louis Tomlinson's girlfriend... i think i can't remember anything from the past um 3 years to be exact. Why? I think i was in a car accident but no one has really told me. Oh and by the way who is Louis Tomlinson?


28. Help.

We stood there for a while, I kind of hoped he would just walk away. But, of course, he would never do that. "Oh sorry, come in." I really didn't want him to be here. "Hey Niall." he smiled at Niall before he turned to me. "I am so sorry Abby. You have every right-" How many times was he going to say this!? "To be mad... I know! You should have pushed that girl away from you." His face grew stiff, he knew that he messed up. "I tried Abby, she was... hanging on to me." Totally, I'm going to believe that. "Sure Louis. You think whatever you want to think. I know what happened." I turned to Niall, I gave him a really nasty look. He was the one who made me invite Louis here. I needed to vent. I walked down the hall, into my room, and slammed the door before I locked it.

    "Abby?" Louis knocked on the door, the was no way I was letting him in here. "Why don't you just go home!" There was a pause, I thought he left. He didn't. "I wanted to see you though. Abby, she kissed me. She forced me to! I would never do anything to hurt you." Oh yeah, okay. You've only got me in a car accident, hit me in the face with a lamp, and cheated on me! "Well you haven't been doing a very good job at that!" I didn't hear him on the other side of the door. I was positive he had left. When I opened the door, he was till there. He was sitting on the floor with his head in his hands, Niall was sitting next to him. "Go away, both of you." They looked up at me in suprise. "But, Abby-" I know I invited them over, but I didn't want to. "No. LEAVE!" I screamed loud enough for the whole building to hear. Louis looked up, he was about to cry. Well so was I! "Abby please. I don't want you to be so mad at me. I love-" I kicked Louis in the stomach. That seemed to be the only thing that got him to shut up! "LEAVE!" Louis rolled on the ground, in pain. I really didn't care at all. "I-I'm sorry..." Louis could barely sputter out the words. Maybe I shouldn't have kicked him... oh well. "Ok. I know you are, but that doesn;t make up for anything! I just can't believe-" Before i could finish, Louis had stood up and kissed me. I melted, like I always did. For some reason I didn't push him away at first, but I eventually did. "Stop Louis. I think it would be best if you just leave." I couldn't look him in the eyes. If I did, I knew I would burst in to tears.

   "Abby, please. I can't lose you again! You are everything to me." His voice cracked at the end. He was going to cry too. I looked around avoiding his eyes, then I noticed Niall wasn't here anymore. "Where's Niall?" That was kind of mean to say after what he had said to me. When I looked at him, he was searching the room with his eyes. "I have no idea. Probably just left." This was the first time I wasn't basically screaming at him since he had gotten there. Then, his gaze met mine. My stomach flip and my heart melted. Louis had this effect on me. My mind went numb and before I knew it, I was wrapped in his arms. "I love you so much Abby. I promise I will never hurt you again." he wispered in my ear. Ever time I was with him, I felt so happy, so safe. "I-" Oh my god, what was I doing. I pushed him away and slid down the nearest wall onto the floor. I covered my face with my hands. "Abby? What's wrong?" I was beyond hearing him. My mind buzzed with so many different things, I thought I might pass out. I started to breath very heavy, I was having a panic attack.



She started to breath very heavy, she wouldn't respond to anything I was saying. "Abby? Abby!" I screamed her name, nothing. I started to shake her, she just fell on the ground staring at the ceiling. Her eyes spaced out, "ABBY! Please!" I started beging. I broke down and started crying into her stomach. A couple seconds later, I felt a hand rubbing my hair. "Please don't cry, I'm fine." My head shot up. Abby was laying down, looking at me. "I haven't had a panic attack in forever. I'm sorry." I sat up and hugged her. She actually hugged me back. "There is nothing to be sorry about." She pushed me away and stood up. "I... um, need you to go now." Really?! I was just crying because of her and she wantd me to leave! "Why?" She looked up and took a deep breath. "Louis, I-" Her voice trailed off as her eyes met mine. "I don't know." I knew she had more to say, so I waited. "I.. don't know if I should forgive you or not. I need to think, I'll text you. Ok?" At least she wasn't going to completely block me out. "Ok."

   When I got home I immediately texted Abby, 'Did you dicide? X' She texted back almost instantly. 'Stay away from me, I don't want to see or talk to you ever again.' What? That made no sence. After everything that just happened? I thought she would've forgiven me. I crawled into bed and turned on my tv to get my mind off Abby. A little while later I got a call from an unknown number. "Hello?" I heard heavy breathing on the other end. "Louis?" It was Abby. "I need you to- HELP!" Then, the phone call ended.

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