Forever & Always, Zayn

"I'll always love you, you have to know that. But, it's just that, well, it's hard when you're loving someone with all your heart, and they don't love you back. You, of all people, should understand this."


23. Six-Freaking-Teen

   Zayn's POV

   "What?" I repeated. Kristina looked everywhere but at me.

   "Zayn," she whispered, "please don't."

   "Don't what?" My voice was steadily rising.

   She finally met my eyes. "Please don't make this any harder."

   I laughed. Out loud. It wasn't until I looked back at her that I realized she was serious. "Oh," was all I could manage.

   Kristina nervously bit her lip. "I'm sorry." was all she said.

   I rolled off of her and laid down next to her. An awkward silence followed. I decided to break it. "Damn."

   She glanced over at me and let out a small, quiet laugh. "Sorry I ruined a perfectly good night that you could've had sex with someone else."

   I shook my head. "It's fine," I sighed. Then, realizing what I had just said, I turned on my side, facing her. She looked sad. God, I was so freaking stupid. "That's not what I meant," I tried. She shrugged. "See, Kristina, what I meant was..." I trailed off. What did I mean? I sighed.

   "I get it, Zayn. Really." 

   "Do you really think I'm that shallow?" I asked.

   Avoiding my eyes, she nodded. I sighed. She turned on her side, so we were both facing each other. "Really Zayn, what were you planning to do tomorrow morning?" she looked at me intently. "And I want the truth, alright?"

   I felt like she could see right through me. There was no point in lying. "Asking you to stay." It was the truth.

   Kristina let out a loud, harsh laugh. "Wow, you really are drunk." I said nothing. She frowned. "How old do you think I am?"

   "19? 18?" I guessed.


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