"Who do you love?"

I got this somewhere off the internet and the discription said everyone was allowed to post it on other websites so... here you go!

Laura has been living with One Direction for a little over a year now. She has been with Harry for almost a year now, and she truly loves him and he truly loves her. But lately just love isn't enough, and there are four other lovely boys living with her and Harry in that apartment building.. Someday she'll have to make a choice...

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10. Chapter 10

 

She woke up around 10:30 with the worst headache ever. It felt like her head was going to explode. She slowly opened her eyes and saw a glass of water and a couple toast slices and bacon on the nightstand. There was a note next to it: 
Morning angel, 
you probably have a massive hangover, so I made you breakfast. There are also two painkillers here to it, take them if you have a headache. I’m out with Liam, Zayn and Niall.
love you,
Harry
She smiled to herself, he was so sweet. According to the note, Louis was still here. She got out of bed and grabbed the breakfast. She would eat it with Lou, she wanted to talk to him anyway. 

The light in the living room hurt her eyes and made her head explode. She quickly walked over to Lou’s room and carefully opened his bedroom door. Louis was still sleeping. She sat next to him, he just slept on. She shook him carefully, he was probably terribly hung-over too. He groaned, but didn’t wake up. 
‘Lou?’, she asked, ‘Lou are you awake?’ 
He sighed deeply, but still had his eyes closed. She grabbed a piece of bacon and held it under is nose. He sniffed it and his eyelids fluttered open. He smiled at her cheekily and bit the bacon. 
‘You made this?’ he asked with his mouth full. 
‘No, Harry left me this breakfast and I came to share it with you. You want a painkiller too?’
‘He went to sit up and clasped his head with both hands. ‘I’d like something for my head, yes.’ And so they shared the food, the painkillers and the glass of water. When they finished it they just sat there, waiting for their headaches to go away. 

‘Hey Lou?’, she said looking at her hands.
‘Yes?’, he asked.
She was fiddling her hands nervously. ‘We are best friends right?’
‘Yes we are, forever and always.’ He answered, looking concerned. Something was up, he could tell. ‘Is there something you want to talk about?’
She nodded, tears coming to her eyes. 
‘Hey hey, don’t cry love’, he took her hands in his and kissed them, ‘I’m here for you, you can tell me anything.’ 
‘Just promise me you won’t tell.’ 
‘I won’t tell, I promise I won’t tell.’ he said wiping away her tears.
She inhaled deeply and started telling.
‘I.. I don’t know how to say this, but I don’t know if I truly love Harry anymore. The last couple of months it’s like something is missing. 
He still gives me butterflies yes, but only when he’s here. When he’s gone I almost forget about him, and I don’t miss him until he comes back. Only then I realize I’ve missed him. 
And him and me don’t have sex, we make love. That are two completely different things you know.
He also is very forgetful, he forgets dates and stuff. Other times he’s really sweet and thoughtful, but he also forgets much. I feel like he takes me for granted. 
But I never want to get mad at him for forgetting things or going straight to bed when he gets home instead of saying hello to me, because the poor boy works so hard. 
So, when he forgets things I would get rid of my frustration by having sex. With Zayn. That day that I snapped at you, about the walk outside in the rain, I wasn’t going to take a walk, I was going to him. I was mad because Harry just stomped in without even saying hello. 
But later that day I decided to break it off with Zayn, because it’s not fair to Harry, I know. I only didn’t break it off yet, but that time was the last time, I swear. 
I also didn’t mind kissing you Lou. That kiss on the couch, I liked it, Í stuck my tongue down yóur throat. And Í kissed you at the club. 
I love Harry, I do, but I don’t think it’s enough anymore.’ She had started crying while telling all this. She was sobbing uncontrollably now. Louis hadn’t said anything yet, he just sat there holding her hands in his. When she started crying so hard he cradled her against his chest. He still said nothing, he just held her. She didn’t dare to look at him, afraid of what she would see. She was scared that he hated her now, because she cheat on his best friend. 

She was growing tired, she hoped she could just fall asleep and make all this go away. She tried to sleep for a while but it wouldn’t work. She had to ask him. 
‘You hate me now, don’t you?’, she asked. When she said that she felt him stiffening. He did. God no, she couldn’t lose Louis, she just couldn’t. It would probably be harder to live without him than living without Harry was. She could always tell Louis anything, well maybe except from the whole ‘I don’t love Harry anymore thing’.
‘I don’t hate you. I could never hate you’, he whispered. 
She turned to look at him. ‘You mean that?’
‘Yes I mean that, you’re the only one who knows me better than I know myself.’ He looked down at her and smiled, tears in his eyes. 
‘Lou why are you crying? It was my turn today you know’, she said playfully, trying to make him laugh. 
‘Promise me that you will never think I could hate you. I could never do that. Ever.’ He hugged her tightly against his chest. ‘Promise me.’ He whispered.
‘I promise Lou.’ She said looking in his eyes. 
Then he bent down and kissed her forehead. She inhaled his scent and felt a very familiar tickling feeling in her stomach, but she was too tired to pay attention to it. 
‘Scoot over will ya? I’m still tired and I want to sleep.’
‘Yes ma’am’, he saluted. 
He scooted over and held his arm up, so she could lay against him. She happily did and they both fell asleep in just seconds.
 
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