Why try

I was pushed up against the locker. His chest was pushed up against mine, "morning beautiful!" "Get lost styles." I snapped "oh come on jess! I know you want me." He smirked, "no. I dont want you." "Well i want you.." He said pushing up against me even more. I bit my lip and said "to bad you'll never have me."


1. Chapter 1

Hi im Jessica Brooks! Im 17 years old and i live in bradford. Well...we did live in Bradford. We moved to Cheshire a few days ago. And when i say we i mean me my mum and my big brother Anthony.
its summer my favourite time of the year!
its 10:15 PM and im on the edge on my bed thinking.
we moved to Cheshire to start over.

I used to be shy. I used to be unpopular. I used to be bullied. I used to be hated. I used to cut. Ok that's a lie i still do but i haven't since we moved here. Im trying to stop i really am! I used to try and fit in at school. I used to try and make friends. But at the end of the day no one wanted to be my friend appart from zayn. He was my best friend in the whole world! I used to think "why try?" (That's my saying!) but now we are in Cheshire i can start over. Be cool and confident! The new and improved me!

I never talked to my mum about my problems. I didn't want to worry her. I mean im close to my mum and all, dont get me wrong! I just dont tell her everything. I only tell Anthony and zayn. But he's back in Bradford. The last time i saw him we had a fight. I cant believe this! I moved away from my best friend and we had a frikin fight! It was all because of me! Im everyone's problem! I screamed and picked up my china doll ornament and threw it at the wall causing to to smash. I collapsed on the floor and curled up into a little ball letting the tears spill down my cheeks. Anthony rushed in and saw me. He rushed over to me and picke me up gently holding me close.

"Jessica...what's wrong?" He asked, concern filled his voice.
"I-i-i cant b-believe i d-did t-that!" I stuttered.
"Jess. Take a deep breath and calm down! Here, sit down! He sat on the bed and pulled me onto his lap.
"Are you going to tell me whats up?"
I nodded slowly and said "before we left me and zayn had a fight."
"oh jess! What about?" He knows me and zayn were close.
"About his new girlfriend." He looked confused so i said "i didn't like her so i told zayn she was a slut and he got pissed off with me and won't talk to me or answer his phone!" anthony hugged me closer as tears spilled down my cheeks. He wiped them away gently with his thumb and whispered "jess! You know you can't just say that! Maybe you should call him and apologise?" "Anthony i have tried! 17 times! It's no use. Why try." I sighed. "I know! Call his house phone! Tricia is bound to pick up!" (Tricia is zayns mum for those people that didnt know!)
ok your probably thinking "bug? What kinda name is that? I thought his name was Anthony?"
well your right! His name is Anthony but his nickname is ant and i don't feel confortable calling him any considering hes taller than me. And ants and bugs so i call him bug. Anyways...back to reality,
"jess how many times have i told you! DOT CALL ME BUG!" He poked me in the stomach playfully and we rolled around the carpet laughing histerically!
After 15 minutes of laughing mum called us downstairs. She was in the lounge watching Miranda.

"yeah mum?" Anthony said still laughing a bit.
"tomorrow we will be going to your new school for a tour."
"great!" I sighed giving mum a fake smile.
"AWESOME!" Anthony said. He was looking forward to it. Well what can i say? He's the popular one!
"ok kids! Night night be up by 9 because we have to be there at 10!"
"ok mum!" Be both echoed.
"actually no 8!"
"WHAT?! Why? I need my beauty sleep!" Anthony said sassily making me laugh slightly.
"because im taking you two to the hair salon! You can get anything done considering you guys have been so good about the move."
we both hugged mum until she said, "ok haha now get to bed!"
we both grinned and ran upstairs. I said goodnight to Anthony and went to bed.
I know exactly what im doing to my hair!

~the next morning~

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I turned it off and smiled to myself then sat up and rubbed my eyes. I stretched my arms out above my head and got up and went into Anthony's room.
he was sleeping peacefully. I crept over to him and shook him gently and said "Bug! Come on bro time to get up!" He moaned but sat up slowly.
"hey sis!" He smiled sleepily.
"mornin! Come on get up! Or we won't be able to go to the hair salon!"
"Ok ok im up!" He said getting out of bed.
"COME ON FASTER!" I hurried him along.
"that's what she said." He chuckled and walked off lazily into the bathroom.
"wear something cool not slobbish!"
"Wear something cute not slutty!" He shot back at me jokily. I laughed to myself and went into my bedroom. I walked into the bathroom and hopped into the shower. I used my favourite cherry scented body wash and my all in 1 cherry shampoo and conditioner.
I got out the shower and wrapped my pink fluffy towel around me and went into my room to find Anthony half under my bed wearing his black skinny jeans and blue polo shirt. I love it when we wears that he looks so gorgeous!...is he looking for something?
"Anthony what the heck are you doing under my bed!?" I said a little over dramatically.
he crawled out and smirked at me.
"Sis i said cute not slutty and a pink towel breaks the sluttyness scale!"
"Oh haha funny! Now explain to me why your under my bed?" "Oh yeah! Jess have you seen my sky blue beanie?" I sighed and went over to my drawer and pulled out his beanie i borrowed the other day. I threw it in his direction and he put it on covering his long dark messy hair.
i practically shooed him out of my room and locked the door. I went over to my wardrobe and pulle out the cutest outfit i could find. In the end i was wearing:
(My pink and blue doppelshirt, black leather leggings and a nude colour pair or high heeled pumps, with some anchor studs and a infinty necklace. Brown leather tote bag, and neon blue shades, Hot pink nials, smoky eyeshadow and barbie pink lipstick. And my long black hair tied up in a side ponytail.)

now im ready to go!
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