Love in the Snow (Lilly's P.O.V)

Lilly Williamson is a very beautiful girl who loves winter and snow. Her new neighbor, Luke is very charming too. After spending just about three days together, Lilly and Luke start to get some strange feelings, and it turns out - the're in love.
Snow was always something special to them, because they found love where and when there was snow. =)

PS: you might think that things go on very fast between Lilly and Luke but what can I say .. I believe in love in first sight =) .. hope you like everyone


9. The Disaster

I could never describe Em's face, it was disappointed, sick, tired and sad. She apparently couldn't sleep last night and then started hearing some voices and wanted to make sure she wasn't hallucinating. Emily shut the door and went to her room crying, she must've misunderstood everything! I probably would too if I were her. I got very sad, I pitied Emily very much. I gave Luke a shirt , "go talk to her, please." I said, "I would, but that'd only make her more upset and angry. She hates me now." Luke looked at me puzzled, I gave him a look, 
"are you sure it's the best way?" he asked, 
"GO! It's the only way, now just try it, please. You won't regret it." and I gave him a kiss on his cheek. "Hey Luke, I'll be outside, in our place. Call me when you're ready." I finally said as I left the house from the window, Luke nodded and I was out. What was I thinking when I looked from the outside of his window, I've destroyed everything! I always do. they lost a father and the last thing they now needed was me. I shed some tears but then decided to get stronger, I wondered what was happening with them, were they still talking? I couldn't know .. Have I destroyed their whole relationship? Oh how I hate myself! I thought. I waited there and waited, hoping to hear Luke's call soon, but then at last a girl from behind me appeared,

"Hey Lilly" she called, 

"yeah?" I looked at her, it was Emily! "Oh my god - Em! Have you finished talking to Luke?" Emily was crying so bad, her face was very red, 
"yeah, but - well, things didn't work out very well .. I mean - he's not feeling very good. I told him bad stuff, I know I shouldn't have said that, but they just slipped off my mouth and I couldn't help it. I - I - I didn't even mean it all!" she said through sobs, ashamed. I was shocked.
"wait,wait,what?! Ok take it easy darling, I'll be talking to Luke, may I?" I asked,
"Yes, that's why I came to you. He needs you Lilly" Em said. 
"OK then, come with me and I'll be with him in your room while you'll be in the living room or in his with Luna" I said. 
"Ok" Em said still crying a bit. we went to their house, Luke was in her room, Luna was with him, crying and Luke too -which shocked me a lot!- was crying. His mother was now awake, trying to figure out what had happened, I got in. 

"Excuse me," I said, "may I just talk to Luke, urrmm, alone if possible?" his mother stood up and whispered in my ear saying,

"do anything, just make him feel better, please" and she went away calling Luna. We now were alone, I closed the door and sat next to Luke on the ground, he was sobbing. I almost cried but I stopped myself  because I knew it wouldn't be helpful at all

"Luke, my Luky. Oh come on, just please stop this crying!" I started saying, "come on!" I begged, he started crying even harder, I wondered what could be the reason of his misery! "Luke, Luke, look at me!" I put my hands on his face, "look at me!" I shouted, finally our eyes met, he kissed my hands and hugged me tight, I hugged him back.
"i can't do it, Lil. I can't!" He finally spoke, 
"do what Luke?" I asked, I partly knew what he was talking about I just wanted him to keep on talking, to let it all out, 
"This family! I can't just have a family now. I'm not ready for it, I just am not!" he paused a bit and then continued, "We thought that moving out would make everything better, would make our lives easier and let us forget, but it only got everything worse! I look at my father's picture and I feel he isn't happy with me, I haven't done his job" I have to admit, this broke my heart very much.

"I know, I know Luke .. Just listen to me, I met you two days ago, just two days. Yesterday I barely knew anything about you, but I know one thing, ok? and I'm sure of it .. YOU.CAN.DO.THIS! and I know it by my heart. You know why? because you're a tough guy and you've got the best personality in the whole world and because no one can take care of this family with your mom more - or even like you can , no one can ever give them the love that you can give. In just three days I knew your heart, you're a lovable person. The way you kiss your sisters, the way that you care about your mum getting worried on you, this Luke is a tremendous thing. You can't find this in any person, but you have it, and that's what gives you the ability, the hope, strength. It's a normal thing to have struggles and feel like you can't do this anymore, but it's not normal to give up, and I know you wont. After all you're everything the've got  and they're everything you've got! And lemme tell you something, if your father was here now, he would've been very proud of you, really!" I couldn't help it, some tears started falling instantly down my cheeks uncontrollably. 
"This isn't just it, Lilly. They hate me now because I'm always with you and the only thing I like to do now is spending time with you, being with you, thinking of you and even watching you while you're reading the Hunger Games by the fireplace. See these things Lilly, they make me happy, and when I'm happy I can do everything right, but they don't get this. They think that if I were with you I wouldn't be with them, and i'm starting to get afraid of this too." I looked into his eyes and I was getting this pain in the throat that you get when you stop yourself from crying for a long time,
"so do you want us to stop meeting?" Luke looked at me in a surprise, he wasn't crying now, 
"Lilly Williamson the what I feel when I'm with you, the way you make me smile, the way you make my heart beat, I've never felt this way to any other person before in the whole world. I love you Lill, I love you very much that I can't sleep without seeing your face or hearing your voice .. That's how I feel about you, you're the only one who can make me stand up when I've just been injured, you're the only one who can make the impossible for me possible!" my feelings were mixed and so were my thoughts; on the one hand, I was extremely happy. I love him too after all, I now was sure of it. On the other hand, I didn't want him to love me because his family needed him now. I had to express my feelings too,

"Then let's do this thing! and let's make the impossible possible, together. I can't breathe without you Luke, I can't do anything without you, this is why I need you too, but my need now isn't hat important, yours and your family's is. I love you too Luke, everything got clearer now, oh I love you more than I love life! and if you told me that you were gonna leave for your own need, I'd be glad to help you and go and you'll never see me again and if you wanted me to hold your hand and help you get through this then it'd be my pleasure. So it's up to you , everything's up to you now, so decide and I'll give you time to think about this with your family" I said, I gave him a strong kiss on his cheek and a huge hug as if it was the last time I'd see him - for I had a great feeling that he was gonna decide not to see me again. I got out of his room, saw his mother, she kissed my forehead and gave me a squeezing hug, Em hugged me, thanked me and apologised to me, I just nodded and went out, leaving them to make a decision.
After half an hour of waiting my phone finally rand - it was him.

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