I Wanna Save Ya.

Kat had been with Landon so long, she wasn't ready to move on; whether it meant him physically abusing her or not. Along side her best friend, Niall, she encounters some pretty big decisions. Especially when someone she cares about dearly deserts her. What will happen with Landon? What will Niall do to protect Kat? Read to know more (:


8. Remember

I spent countless hours lying awake thinking about how I screwed up, what I did wrong. I tried pushing thoughts if Niall out of my mind, but I couldn't. I couldn't not think of him. I knew I was going to have to call him sometime to tell him what happened, but I knew I wasn't going to anytime soon. I wanted to... But I just couldn't. A kind old lady let me sleep in her guest room for a while and let me get back on my feet, she found me on the street. I remember her exact words, "Honey, why are you laying on the ground? You don't look homeless. You are much too beautiful to be on the streets, would you like to stay at my house for a time?" I tried to tell her no, but she resisted. She wanted me to stay with her, so I did. I think she might have been lonely, she told me how her husband died pretty young and her children moved out of country. She insisted on me telling my story, so I did. I told her about first being with Landon. Then I told her about sneaking away with Niall, and how he told me he loved me and me... How I broke his heart. I told her what I did to Landon, and how he reacted. It actually felt better to get some if the things off my chest. But, even though I tried not to, I cried. I cried hard, and she was completely okay with it. She pulled over and held my hand, and waited. Just like Niall. That made me cry even harder. After a good long hour, I ran out of tears. "Feel better?" She looked at me with gentle old eyes. "Kinda" I let go of her hand and let it fall. I did feel a little better, but not by much. I thought that the pain would get better as time went on, but it didn't. What made it worse is Niall called again, but I was taking a shower and didn't get to it in time. He left another voicemail, "Hi again Kat, I miss you a lot. I, um, I made it. Their going to air it in a little less than a week. I just thought I'd tell you, so you can watch it I guess. I'm happy about this, but it's hard to be away from you this long. I don't know if you know this, but I wait for you to call everyday. And it's really hard to be the one to call, not knowing if your even listening. To not know if you want me to call. To not know if you love me. Because I think you do, but I just don't know anymore. I thought you were going to call. I have to go Kat, but I really do miss you. Please call, or at least watch the show. Please. Bye." I almost cried. But this time, I wouldn't.
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