Secrets

What will happen after Harry,Louis,Zayn, and Niall find out that Liam has a TWIN SISTER that he was keeping as a secret?!!

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         "Throw me the freakin ball!" i yelled at Jake, we were playing soccer in the park as always. He laughed and passed it to Austin, "You coming to Jade's party?" asked Austin, "Still grounded remember" i said, remembering the serious look on Liam's face the day i sneaked out when he said i should change first....Austin threw me the ball, and i threw it at Jake, he didn't catch it and it hit him right in the stomach! He groaned and lied on the floor clutching his stomach "SCORE!" I yelled high fiving Austin, how laughed. "Yo Jake, want me to call your mom?" laughed Austin, i elbowed him and knelt down to check on Jake "You alright buddy" i asked gently, he nodded and we carried him home. MAN! His legs are heavy! Thank the lord his house is just across the street.

     I shut the door a little harsher than i had to and went to the kitchen, everyone was there, but they didn't look up almost as if im not even there.....I sighed and made myself a nice cup of tea and headed to my bedroom.

    Them ignoring me or whatever they call it gave me alot of time o think about alot of things, i'm not the type of people to look deeply into things, not even a bit, and i never thought about my actions before i went and did whatever crap i had in mine, which always ended me in trouble....
    Maybe i should go and apologize to Liam, i mean i'm the one who snapped at him that day, he was right, i should dress more presentable, but it doesn't mean i'll do it knowing me....
    Maybe he hasn't talked to me that much because i've hurt him....The last time i saw him hurt was when he got off the X Factor when we were 14, then he was really sad and even slept next to me, when that stupid girl dumped him after the first date. I remember she rejected him like 20 times, it was sad. I'm actually happy he found someone like Danielle, i think she loves him for him not for Liam member of One Direction.....But if she hurt him she'll end up getting hurt to, from me. You see, the girl who rejected him many many times and then broke up with him after ONE day, well i kinda...sorta...maybe...punched her pretty face a couple times, i just couldn't stand seeing him this broken..... 

    Then again, im not much better than that girl....I go out with a guy without even having feelings for him, not even a spark, NOTHING. Like Ryan, we dated for a month, and then i broke up with him the morning before prom. He didn't come, i felt guilty, i actually felt something saying how much of a terrible person i actually am after that break up....
   Ruth is right, i should think before i go up to guy and start flirting or accepting to go on a date with some guy i've known for like two days. They're all right, i am a terrible person....

    I got up and walked to my closet, i changed into a pair of navy sweat pants and a Wildfox Couture off the shoulder sweatshirt and a pair of black sneakers studded from the back. I put my hair into a high pony tail and walked out of my bedroom. I grabbed the key in the kitchen drawer and headed to the basement. It was usually locked because mom watched way too many horror movies :P 

    I unlocked the door and carefully walked down the pretty much safe stairs. It wasn't an ordinary basement, it was a game room, movie theater, and MY dance room where no one was allowed to even peek in. It was my own little world where no one had the right to ruin it.

     My body moved with the music as if it was a part of the beat, it felt great. All the weight on my shoulders magically disappeared, it made me feel free, like there is no worry in the world,in fact i even thought about going to talk to Liam!
    Its like, i don't even know how to describe it, but right now i didn't need Jake or Austin with me to protect me or stand up to me, i didn't need Ruth or Nicola to talk about my problems, i didn't need Niall to n\make me feel better or somehow cheer me up just because of his adorable laughter. I didn't need anything, at time like this i felt like everything i need is the beat.

     I've been here for two hours, i wasn't tired yet but i was sweating and i hated that feeling so i turned off my boom box, climbed up the stairs, turned off the lights and locked the door.
   Placing the key in the drawer no one was in the kitchen anymore, instead i heard their laughter coming from the living room, maybe Mandy was right, maybe everything would be better without me. Maybe i really should leave. I sighed as one single tear rolled down my cheek, i quickly wiped it away. No need for anyone to see me cry....

    I locked myself in my room for the rest of the day, it was 7pm right now. Time for dinner, i bet they're going out, just like they do at least once a week with their girlfriends. I sighed and climbed out of bed. Looking at myself in the mirror i sighed, i looked terrible, mascara smudged everywhere my hair was so messed up, it looked like i've made it go up with hair gel, in other words if anyone saw me, i'd scare the life out of them....
    I took a warm shower, letting the water hit my muscles made me relax. I walked out with a towel wrapped firmly around my body. And my deep thoughts came back, maybe leaving is the right choice, maybe getting out of here would make everything much easier for others, i got dressed into a black tank, black Hollister shorts, and grey Ugg's. I dried my hair and let if fall naturally, then i put on a grey beanie. 
     I finally decided it was time to talk to Liam, i was about to walk to the door when it creaked open "Can i come in?" i heard Liam's voice, "Yes" i replied, he came in and sat on the bed next to me, "You okay?" he asked gently. Why does he care now? They've been avoiding me since i came back. I just nodded on reply, "Dont lie, i can feel something's bothering you" he said tapping my nose. "If i left would life be easier for you?" the words came out of my mouth before i could stop them, he looked at me with a sad look, "Why would you think that?" he asked, "You guys have been avoiding me since i came back this afternoon" i mumbled. He didnt say anything, that's when i realized Mandy my highschool bully was right! Everything would be better if i just left.

   Without realizing it, a tear made its way down my cheek, he was about to say something but i cut him off "Liam im so sorry for r\everything i've done to you, and i know you're tired of me and the way i act. And i thnk it would be much better if i just left" i said and took oout a suite case out of my closet and started throwing random pieces of clothing in it. "Cia, what are you doing?" he asked, "Getting ready to leave you guys in piece" i mumbled, he grabbed my wrists and said "It wont be better if you leave" i just shook my head, he sighed and let go of me. And that's when i broke down in sobs. 
    He knelt down and pulled me into a hug while i just sobbed. "Its just....every time i try to do something right .....everyone assumes i'm going to a party or something....im sick of everyone comparing me to you..and making me  feel bad about myself....they dont know how it feels to be me, or when mom and dad keep going on and on about you, and when i tell them something which is important for me, they're too busy planning to visit you. They never showed up at anything important to me. 5th grade spelling bee, 7th grade Christmas play, even when i graduated they were too busy talking about how their son is so amazing, then at the dance contest last year when i won 1st place, they didnt even say a word to me. You're always their favourite, even when i had something bothering me, they never bothered to see whats wrong Ruth and Nicola would talk to me but not them. Didnt they ever think that maybe im just doing all this for their attention?!! Maybe i'm actually a good person, they just never care" i sobbed, Liam was frozen.

 

    *Liam's POV*

    I was frozen, i never knew my own sister felt this way, i never knew anything about that. But thinking about it, she was right they never showed up to anything that involved her, they were too busy watching me sing or seeing me on TV, they were never there for her, and neither was i! It made me feel terrible, i was the reason she never had enough attention from mom and dad, even when we were born, i had to stay in the hospital for 4 years and mom and dad would spend every minute possible in there with me, instead of making at least a little time for Acacia...

   "Don't blame yourself" she sighed wiping her tears. "How'd you.." i was shocked, "You said it all out load" she chuckled. "Listen what happened happened, you cant just change it, and i just wanted to ask. Why did you keep me a secret?" she asked,  i took a deep breath "Simon made me, because he thinks you're too much trouble" i said "He's right i am too much trouble" was her reply before she stood up and walked into her closet again "You're not planning on leaving are you?" i asked, "No, i figured you still need a bundle of joy in your life" she chuckled.
    I guess by letting it all out she felt better, suddenly an idea popped into my head "Cia, tomorrow we'll have a brother sister day! Wear something sporty" i said getting up and walking out of the room, maybe i should spend at least some time with my sister.......

 

       What do you think?! 
A bit crappy i know, i was tired and fell asleep on my desk,  so i was supposed to update it yesterday...

sorry :P 

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